quadrod

i can not hide this wound
every day i try
but it cuts too deep;
brought upon unexpectedly
and swift
a motion that blindsided me
with precision and grace;
it is a proof of weakness,
of triumph,
of confusion,
proof of life...
...i am afraid of my own boredom,
...distance, and discord
...complete and deafening;
i can not deny this wound...
it keeps me alive.

quote of the night: rod, you look bored with life... you need a call girl.
maybe i should go skydiving.