Am pretty sure that I got dumped and not for something that I did but something I won't do. We had a conversation about where our relationship was going and kids came up, I do not want kids and this apparently is a deal breaker. Her looking really hurt and accusing me of wasting her time has been grinding on me.
I'm 43 kids are...
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I had a doctors appointment today and everything seems to be going good my gut seems to have responded to the treatment. I had a couple of slices of pepperoni pizza this week and didn't get sick. I asked the doctor about when I can come off of the antidepressants and he told me that I'll be on them for at least another year and...
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The resident pregnant woman at the office wore all black with an orange sweater. Greeting her with "Good morning Great Pumpkin" was not a good move. I got the I'm going to kill you stare. I did eventually get a smile out of her but I asked the woman who sits next to her to give me a heads up if she thinks the Great...
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I find nothing more annoying than sitting in a bar and being forced to listen to bad bad bad country music. I love old school southern rock but the crap the I was subjected to was freaking horrible its not even country it's just pop music with bad vocalist.
I attempted to set my body right by playing Motorhead on the way home, not a...
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I guess treating a woman like a person and not lying to them or trying to scam them is a totally alien concept to the women I met. The neighbor girl that I've been seeing freaked out on me saying "I can't figure you out, what kind of scam are you pulling on me, people are not that nice". No scams no bullshit, I'm way...
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We have a new girl working in the office and she is the most upbeat positive person I've ever met. Our office is very high pressure and at times unbelievably stressful I seriously hope that the office doesn't drive the positivity out of her. She is quite refreshing to be around.
Being a good penguins fan I've grown my playoff beard in support of the team. Today I had a lemon Italian Ice after lunch, tonight the neighbor girl kissed me and when we stopped she said "lemonade? " no I didn't wash my face as well as I thought.
Good news is she wasn't grossed out about it and I think kind of liked it....
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I realize that I am an idiot and have a talent for opening my mouth at the wrong time. Thursday the asshole at the office that I made the mistake of going out with was talking in the lunch room about how her girlfriends said that she needs to loose 15 ponds and she will get a guy, so of course I have to open...
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After a week and a half I've gotten used to the meds. not really liking all of the side effects but that's life. The prescribed change in diet is probably the worst thing, more fruits, vegetables, and fiber (meh) and on top of that no fatty foods and no cheese (FUCK).
I guess it's working because I don't feel like I've been run through with...
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I am starting to understand why people hate antidepressants. Holy Fuck do these things mess with you. I'm high but not in a good way, My pupils are quite dilated so sitting behind a couple of computer screens for 12 hours a day is very taxing. I have only been on them for 4 days but i have noticed that my gut is feeling better....
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The doctor visit went better than expected. I found out that I'm not exactly dying even though it feels like it. I have to change some habits both personal and professional. I'm not diabetic yet but if I don't change some things soon I will be. My blood work pretty much proves that I'm a Murican, cholesterol was pretty much covered in nacho cheese.
They...
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Off to see the doctor to find out just how bad I fucked myself up.