pulloffmywings

thank you everyone for the nice birthday wishes! ya'll rule!

here's a story I wrote at 8 am on the 18th, stoned to all hell:

I love Jim, and he loves me! when I hug jim, he nuzzles up close. He always listens to me excitedly, never criticizing or butting in.
When I call his name, he comes to me so quickly. When I feed him, he plays with his food, even bouncing it off his nose and catching it in his mouth.
he waves his fins like crazy when I walk to his bowl and say "Heya Jim!"
He's like a person
He's like a dog, or a 'real' pet

he's MY real pet. He's my fishy.
He's my Jim.

THE END.

yeah. I love my fish, if u can't tell.

so lately I've been feeling.... I don't know. kinda like a recluse. I feel almost as if I've been forgotten here at SG. so much has changed here, and I feel like I'm lagging behind, not noticed, like the dorky kid who missed the bus chasing after it, getting made fun of by the taunting children.

I want to make everything better.

I owe my mother over 2 grand.

I move into my apartment on thursday.

I don't want to be single anymore. I don't get it. people on SG and stuff say I'm cute/hot/whatever, but I can't get a boyfriend/girlfriend for the life of me. *sigh* fuckin North Dakota.

Wings