Monday Feb 16, 2004

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well i just got done taking my first set. i feel bad..... i gave my roomate a hardon eeek smile hehe i love being a god damned tease. fuckin men ay. anyways.... i think my set's cute, since it's my first one i didn't do anything drastic. oh well, hopefully some of it turns out. i'm taking another one within the next week.

March 18th, i'm gettin my first ink in a year! woohoo!! i changed from tats to piercings for awhile, so it's time to renew it.

man i keep finding girls that i love. i love the teeny set Holly put up in the SGHopefuls group. and wow so many other girls that have just been so sweet to me! i love it! kiss to you all!

well, i feel the need for a poetry outporing session:

drip down my face -
these tears,
like blood,
wash it all away.
the pain,
the fear,
the hope,
the peace.
it's all drowned
by pieces of me and you.
you impregnated
my heart.
my eyes gave birth to
these clouds of rain,
tears full of pain,
that meet at my lips
as i cry
"i love you"

______________________________



"for you..."

i'm too beautiful for you
my scars are too deep for you
i'm too smart for you
my mind's too intricate for you
i'm too popular for you
my friends are too cokcy for you
i'm too in love with you
my hearts too broken for you

______________________________


"the truth"

my heart bleeds my gullibility.
my mind hates the rtuth.
my soul is caged up.
my body's all for you.
my spirit's broken in pieces.
my eyes see the truth.
my feet walk in circles.
my life is so confused.
the truth is i'm yours.
unwillingly, but it's true.
i love you, i swear it -
i'd never lie to you.
my heart bleeds my gullibility
as you feed your lies to me.



ok. songs for the day:

"white rabbit" - jefferson airplane (fear and loathing got me listening to it)
"born" - the cure
"love me two times" - the doors
"fate at 14" - the distillers
"mother, mother" - tracy bonham
"edgecrusher" - fear factory
"breathe out" - nothingface
"anarchy in the uk" - sex pistols
"shock the monkey" - coal chamber & ozzy
"synthetic" - spineshank

and to mellow it out...

"32 flavors" - ani
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eternalkrista:
heya doll face. i read your entry and i freakin love jefferson airplane althought i was real young when i first heard white rabbit so stoned i wasnt sure if it was "real" ... but anyways i popped in for another reason. i wanted some female advise on something and thought maybe you could help. i would like to discuss this privately so let me know when ya chat so we can whisper. i guess if you are interested in hearing it that is and am i retardo cause where do you see the sg hopefuls?
fragile21:
I can't wait to see your set! biggrin

I need to get some new tats.

I really love the line "you impregnated my heart." Damn you write some awesome poems!

Oh, did you hear that Nothingface broke up? frown


[Edited on Feb 17, 2004 8:30PM]

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