pulloffmywings

i heard this on the radio the other day and felt like it was me.....

"extraordinary" - liz phair

You think that I go home at night
Take off my clothes, turn out the lights
But I burn letters that I write
To you, to make you love me

Yeah, I drive naked through the park
And run the stop sign in the dark
Stand in the street, yell out my heart
To make, to make you love me

You may not believe in me
But I believe in you
So I still take the trash out
Does that make me too normal for you?

So dig a little deeper, cause
You still don't get it yet
See me lickin' my lips,
need a primitive fix
And I'll make, I'll make you love me

I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess

See me jump through hoops for you
You stand there watching me performing
What exactly do you do?
Have you ever thought it's you that's boring?
Who the hell are you?

*damned boys making me type out these lyrics...... *shakes her fist*

so just got done with my interview for the news, it's gonna be on in a week. i was nervous as shit, but i did good. i dunno, somehow i just hopes it helps people... when i used to talk to classes about adoption, i got such a good response, and i know i helped at least 3 girls choose adoption over abortion. so now i hope that my story on the news will help others. but dammit i cried.... i read a poem that my dad wrote, and i started crying, like i always do when i read it. maybe some day i'll post it.

man i'm tired, i didn't go to bed last nite..... but i have so much to do today. ARGH!!! takin my set in about 5 hours, gotta stay awake for that!!

well, i'm off to shower and go get some grub.

much love everyone!

QUESTION OF THE DAY: if you could live your life like 1 movie character, who would it be?

mine would be raoul (depp) from fear and loathing..... i mean, really, how great would that be to be THAT fucked up 24/7?!