plant lay offs were posted on thursday, and lucky for me i survived. i hate this whole lay off situation, they have everyone on pins and needles wondering if there is going to be another round of layoffs here in a few weeks (rumors are running rampant). my group was hired only a month ago, some people say we have no reason to worry because...
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zoidberg79:
2 sets rejected and i can't definetely see why... :/
oh just fuck everyhing........... 
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maxwild:
could a monkey cheer you up?
could a monkey cheer you up?
maxwild:
awh. thanks for the monkeys. and, regarding your last journal entry, i would rather be miserable every day than take medication that made me numb to everything. gotta find a way to be happy without meds. meds will only make you think you're happy when you're not... and that never solves anything.
anyway, don't fuck everything... as bad as things get, there's still so many wonderful things in life that can make you happy.
cheers!
anyway, don't fuck everything... as bad as things get, there's still so many wonderful things in life that can make you happy.
cheers!
i called my shrink today and left a message for him saying i had stopped taking my meds, i got a call back 20 minutes later saying that he wants to bump my appointment up to the 8th instead of the 16th. thats good. i hate meds but am willing to give them another shot, because the depression is worse than feeling like a zombie....
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i have a raging headache... i got in touch witht he lady that draws those robots that i am wanting to turn into a sleeve and chest piece, her name is Lynette May and she is just an absolutely wonderful artist. anyway, i asked her if is would be possible to get a tattoo custom drawn by her, and she said yes!!!! so i am...
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just rolled out of bed. oh sometimes i hate my lack of motivaion. i miss my drugs, because while there is no more fog, i can practically hear my seratonin levels dropping. and i've been an emotional trainwreck, but that is secondary really. had to work in the section of the pant they call ecoat last night, took drawers off the damn monorail for 4...
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day two without the drugs and i'm not sleeping, great side effect, no? i'm thinking about dyeing my faux-hawk some wacky ass color, just for variety. i think i'm getting sick, i'm terribly congested. work is going well, except there is this guy on our line who has the work ethic of a snail, and sometimes that pisses me off....and he has a rat tail,...
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i'm not going to take my meds for a while, i don't want to, i don't feel like they are doing any good. it's day one without the drugs and i feel like the fog is lifting, seriously everything looks clearer. i have an apt. to get the tattoo on my right shoulder finished on tuesday, which means that when i get paid next i...
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slept the day away again today, must stop making a habit out of that. Huck's roomate is moving out in a couple weeks. shub and clint moved into their new house today. amy is moving to kansas city in november. everyone is moving. except for me, i'm staying here.
so i am thinking about making some changes in this little life of mine. i really want off of my medications for my bipolar disorder and am going to take it up with my shrink the next time i see him, which i think is the middle of next month. i don't think they work, and if they don't work, or just sedate me then...
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lior:
I was on meds for bi-polar too. Ive been off them for about a year or so and Im doing well.
Saw the pic of you that was posted in the PSW group - you are really pretty
Saw the pic of you that was posted in the PSW group - you are really pretty
lior:
thanks
thanksthis is a memo to those in this world that may kiss my ass:
...my boss Mike, for moving me and nate off line 4 last night and on to a small intermediate line where i worked next to a guy with a mullet all night and assembled metal boxes for seven fucking hours at an impossibly slow rate of speed, which they actually called...
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...my boss Mike, for moving me and nate off line 4 last night and on to a small intermediate line where i worked next to a guy with a mullet all night and assembled metal boxes for seven fucking hours at an impossibly slow rate of speed, which they actually called...
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