pudding

i'm not going to take my meds for a while, i don't want to, i don't feel like they are doing any good. it's day one without the drugs and i feel like the fog is lifting, seriously everything looks clearer. i have an apt. to get the tattoo on my right shoulder finished on tuesday, which means that when i get paid next i can start my sleeve!!! hopefully. i have dandruff, and it makes me feel gross. last night Huck and i drank margartias and ate chips and dip (this is our version of a date anymore). oh, and we watched kingdom of heaven, but i fell asleep, alcohol and food make me sleepy. i have been so damn emotional lately, the strangest shit will bring me to tears. i am such a wuss.