Hot damn, yesterday was one of the craziest days i have had in forever!!! i went to the 16th birthday party of on of my buddies nieces and ended up hanging out with the band that was playing there. the lead singer is so damn cute and we hung out at his place until early this morning. the not-boyfriend hates me, but i think he will come around eventually and if he doesn't it really doesn't matter much, he didn't want to be with me anyway. i am confused
but happy
. this guy is something else, he is so energetic and just absolutly crazy
. love it. i can't even explain that whirlwind type feeling i'm getting right now. everything feels so out of my hands, but i couldn't possibly mean that in a better way.
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