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i had to leave work an hour early yesterday because i am sick as shit. i made it to the first stop light before i started heaving my guts out, unfortunately the bag i was puking into had a hole in it. needless to say that i got spew on my pants, shirt, hoodie, and emergency brake. good times. i got home only to have a minor shouting match with joe and the "i think we should get a divorce" talk. that actually went surprisingly well and for once in a very long time he and i are on the same page. this thing needs to be done and it needs to be done now before things get unbearable. that is not to say that he is kicking me out or anything, just that we are in full agreement that a divorce is that only thing that will solve our issues. and it's not for a lack of trying either. so, i'm going to be a statistic and i've never felt better about it. that's one thing off my chest, if only i could get rid of the sickness... more on all these things later. i'm covered in vapor rub and need a shower.