do not trust me when i've been sleeping and wish to continue doing so. i will say anything for you to leave me alone and let me sleep for another couple hours. because i am a lazy fucker. don't know what the hell is going on during my three days off. hopefully get to go see that movie, Hostel, it looks twisted. i went apeshit today at work because i was so bored, lack of customers = get all your shit done early and sit on your ass for hours watching tv. ah it's like being at home. waited on a guy that reminded me of the boss in Office Space, no lie. nothing to lose at this point, things can hardly get worse. my coping mechanism failed me. and you ask yourself what it is. not telling bitches! i could be doing a lot, but its 2 in the morning and i woke up an hour ago so my motivation is on the low side. sigh, such a lazy fuck...
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