pudding

last night i went to a birthday party a friend of mine was having for her boyfriend, and got a little lushy. had breakfast -lunch with ethan. that was good. have a stack of borrowed books to read....thanks boys! gotta keep the mind occupied. i did a little online makeup shopping, higher end stuff than my normal drugstore fare. i am such a whore for...
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i am sick of being broke!!! and i mean that in every way possible. can't wait for my damn hair to grow back out, just want to shave it all off again. seeing ghosts everyday for the last week. need a cold shower. bored and homeless, not really but sometimes i feel like it. feel like i have i have a thick oilly skin begging...
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life is slow, eat many brownies....

i have a job, i am now a sandwich artist. hot damn, i start on sunday, super fun fun. being poor sucked, it took me back to when i was 15 and having $20 on saturday night meant the fucking world though. huck and i cleaned our apartments today, gave angie a bath again. hope to post huck and i's wedding pics soon, they are...
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when my last check clears i will have $2 and still no job

trying to wrap my mind around having a new last name

can't sleep, don't know why

have my ferret back, friend couldn't keep her, he was allergic

my hair is growing back, and i look like a mess and love it

so its the night before i get married and i feel wierd. i'm 500 kinds of excited to be starting something new with the boy i love, begining that lifelong journey as i were. at the same time i can't get all the nagging voices of other people out of my head, by that i mean the people i announce to that i'm getting married...
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bored!!! i need a hobbie so bad

saw my shrink today, he tells me not to be so impulsive, like that's going to happen. on three diffrent perscriptions, this is going to get wierd. i feel so fucking dumb lately, like all my personality has been drained from me or something. damn these emo moments to hell. getting married on the 16th at 1pm, that makes me happy. i think getting hitched...
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the begining of day three of joblessness........oh the agony.

Freedom!!! i quit my job last night, couldn't take it anymore, had to do something. it felt so good to leave that place, don't get me wrong, some of the people were awesome and just plain cool as hell. but i hated working in the factory, it was grimy and there was always a chemical smell in the air, not to mention the lead dust...
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so today i, my dear boy, and a few of our friends went to worlds of fun and oceans of fun. the experience as a whole was good aside from the boy ending up with a killer sunburn , poor thing looks like a toasty little lobster. i on the other hand am actually kind of tan for once, that will last all of two...
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