pudding

saw my shrink today, he tells me not to be so impulsive, like that's going to happen. on three diffrent perscriptions, this is going to get wierd. i feel so fucking dumb lately, like all my personality has been drained from me or something. damn these emo moments to hell. getting married on the 16th at 1pm, that makes me happy. i think getting hitched and getting the hell out of dodge will do us both a lot of good. i think i'm going to wait to shoot another attempt-set until we get to where ever it is we are going, maybe there will be some bitch'n photographers in the area. i am still jobless, but working on that. sweet boy took me to dinner in an effort to get me out of my slump, he rocks. i'm lucky.