still all types of hush hush. new profile pic, not a very good one, bur devistatingly acurate. that is right people, i have squirrel cheeks damn it. maybe tomorrow i'll make waffles, never know, unpredictable. waffles are yummy, and i have finally lost my mind. but it has never looked so good. i don't know what i expect to come out of this, hell probably,...
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weezer - say it ain't so. never will forget it. i can barely type. massive headache. i'm sick.
mrlucky:
They rejected both your sets, are these people mad!!!!!
it's not right that i don't feel good inside my own head , the punishment contines. you make me feel like a whore.
and i don't know what it is about just a few words that can make me feel five degrees shy of retarded. saw my shrink today now taking 1350 mg of lithium(2 in the morning and one at night), 150(one and a half in the morning)of lamictal and 1mg of clonazepam, and seroquel as needed to help my lame ass sleep. sigh. i want to...
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voodooapple30:
Sigh, i feel for you chick, I am on clonazepam and seroquel too. I am also on cymbalta. I have been on lithium before. I am on the seroquel for racing thoughts but I used to be on it to stop myself from cutting. I was a really bad cutter for 6 years. I also hit myself a lot. . I am really 29 and not 24,
When i was your age (can't believe i said that) I had just barely started cutting.
well just wanted to say your not alone
VA
When i was your age (can't believe i said that) I had just barely started cutting.
well just wanted to say your not alone
VA
i think god is punishing me for staying up for 24 hrs and going to work, or maybe it's punishment in and of itself.
rickroyal:
I've found that when I reach 36hrs awake a very calmed state is achieved wherein there is not fatigue. Of course, that is followed for hours later by the least amusing unintentional slapstick routine imaginable. I don't think I've ever hit 48hrs, though.
ugh....
that seems fair. i feel fat, period. and that is not a plea to have someone tell me i'm not, 1) because i don't want that and 2) because nothing anyone says will make a fucking bit of difference because that is simply how i see myself. i just don't think that at 5 feet tall i look as good as a 7-9 as i...
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morbidkitten:
Well hun..u probably dont wanna hear it but i think your cute i look at your pictures and i wouldnt say that if i didnt mean it..as for how u feel about yourself if you dont like the weight you have gained try exercising when u can even just walking helps you will lose weight and exercise always makes u feel better in general..feel better soon ok your a very pretty girl you should feel good about yourself 
out of lamictal, not that it made much of a difference in the first place. my head keeps revisiting things that the rest of me has long since let go of. i wore geoff's ring today, i had temporarily forgotten about it during and after moving. part of me is here and part of me is gone. i can't hold out forever... oh the way...
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braddropout:
I do not think i have ever had a mood, or moment that has ever been sumed up by someone else in way of song. maybe they have come close, but never hit the spot. you may be babbling, but i kinnda can relate to the babal. I think. or I maybe missing the mark big time. I whish i had a time machine, or maybe not. things may be best left the way they are, hungry? you bet. for what you ask. no fuckin idea. All i know is i'm starving.
eerrr, mad stab in the dark but - Geoff's a dick. no like.
eerrr, mad stab in the dark but - Geoff's a dick. no like.
braddropout:
drunk with a phone. yup, must be love. still, we are all allowed to be emotional wrecks now and again, it's the law I think. hope you're feeling better today. good looks will over come all
it is 1:30, i have to be up at 4:30, so i can be at work by 5:45, i'm just going to stay awake. who wants to take bets that i get spastic at work tomorrow? something about being awake for over 24 hours makes me crazy, which is not all together a bad thing, more fun that way. went shopping at the chocolate factory,...
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my finished tattoo
my finished tattoo
braddropout:
just had a quick look at your pics, and I really would like to know why they were rejected. No taste perhaps? Don't give up. I would love to see you as a Suicide girl.
i couldn't stand being stuck in the house anymore so i got job. home town cafe had a help wanted sign in the window and i had worked there for like 7 months before i went to enersys so i gave them a call today and they said they would be happy to have me back, sweet . i am so fucking elated, i absolutly...
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. i am so fucking elated, i absolutly... Read More