that seems fair. i feel fat, period. and that is not a plea to have someone tell me i'm not, 1) because i don't want that and 2) because nothing anyone says will make a fucking bit of difference because that is simply how i see myself. i just don't think that at 5 feet tall i look as good as a 7-9 as i did at a 4-6. end of story. i am so upset right now i don't know what to do, i feel like slamming my fucking head into a wall but that added to the things i did a couple nights ago would only get me sent to kc for a week. i want to break shit, because i feel broken, and no one seems to get it. that seems fair. i have not been showing the best judgement as of late. i am tired of feeling disgusted by myself. and telling others that "care" about me isn't helping in the slightest. they say they care, but they don't, or at least don't much act like it. funny, isn't it, the way people act when they don't know what the fuck to do. how can i expect them to understand when i don't even understand? easy, they are suposed to be sane and reasonable. i'm a mess, forget it.
morbidkitten:
Well hun..u probably dont wanna hear it but i think your cute i look at your pictures and i wouldnt say that if i didnt mean it..as for how u feel about yourself if you dont like the weight you have gained try exercising when u can even just walking helps you will lose weight and exercise always makes u feel better in general..feel better soon ok your a very pretty girl you should feel good about yourself 