pudding

it is 1:30, i have to be up at 4:30, so i can be at work by 5:45, i'm just going to stay awake. who wants to take bets that i get spastic at work tomorrow? something about being awake for over 24 hours makes me crazy, which is not all together a bad thing, more fun that way. went shopping at the chocolate factory, got gifts for my dad and grandfather and a bag of chocolate covered gummie bears for myself. mmm... i am so lost in my own head lately, i just want to scream and roll around on the floor for a while til i get tired. i have been trying to clean the house and make it look all nice for once. we got our first christmas tree, it's only four feet tall but it is beautiful. its decorated in white, blue and silver, i decided to be a coordination freak. joe doesn't seem to care much about my domestic efforts. he doesn't seem to have much of an interest in me lately. not that i'm super interesting or anything, but it is nice to have someone raise an eyebrow every once and a while. i need to update more often, eh. hopefully in january some time i can start work on my sleeve, had to postpone it because of lack of funds. i want it to go from the back of my left hand, up my arm, and down the left side of my torso.