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i'm so fucking bored right now, i swear to god i can't stand to be alone for long. i went to walmart with my mom and finished off the things for joe's valentine's day present as well as picking up milk. went to lunch with geoff and his friend matt, it was nice to see geoff again. i could go over there tonight, and i...
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so lets put it all out on table, i'm at home by myself, again. i'm getting rather tired of this and it has only begun. and i knew it was coming, you would have been fucking blind not ot for all the fanfare and what not. that is not to say that the fanfare is entirely retarded, because it's not, you deserve it. trust me,...
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it's never easy is it, got to be complicated, at least just a little. and i wish i could make a definite decision as to how i feel about it, but i cant. it's all grey and shaded. it's classic like that, and i don't even know what i'm saying half the time. just a jumble of words that i throw out the window at...
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ahhh. work sucked, it was steady all day long, no time for a break. every time i got one table taken care of there was another one to take it's place. i made bank though, guess that is good. and i have the day off tomorrow. came home and passed out for a couple hours. it took me forever to get to sleep last night....
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well aren't we just a little darling this evening. whatever. i'm bitter, a little. took too much for granted. whatever. i hate that word, you know that? whatever is so apathetic and dismissive, pisses me off, but here i am using it. oh the wondrous hypocrisy. that is my life, i am a hypocrite. love it, hate it, but it still is just that alone....
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i am so fat right now, just finished eating carry out from applebees, so yummy. love it. saw one of my favorite people today. went to walmart, bought glue sticks and hair dye, so sexy. it's been an okay day, there is one thing that made it take a small nose dive and that is as follows: here is my warning to the general public,...
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i am so fat right now, just finished eating carry out from applebees, so yummy. love it. saw one of my favorite people today. went to walmart, bought glue sticks and hair dye, so sexy. it's been an okay day, there is one thing that made it take a small nose dive and that is as follows: here is my warning to the general public,...
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i have done nothing today. i went to work and stuff, but that was the extent of my activity. work sucked, busy busy. i suppose you can't really bitch too much as long as you are making money though. there is a pile of candy wrappers by my monitor, they keep falling on the keyboard. ate breakfast this morning, that was weird, i normally skip...
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full disclosure. lovely. my little hamster babies are doing well, they have acclimated nicely to their new environment. i love them, they are so fucking cute. anyway. it doesn't feel like the weekend at all, but i guess that is what happens when you go from having a three day weekend to a normal weekend like the rest of the world. went to the walmart...
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i worked for six hours, i made eight dollars in tips, five of which was given to me by my mom who came in and got a to go order. i waited two tables. that was great. i got through seventy five pages of the book i was reading. came home, then got dinner at taco bell. awesome. i'm sure i will be up for...
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today was a good day. woke up at 10 to the sight of joe standing in the doorway with a mcdonalds bag, sweet. after he left i passed out until 1. got out of be and showered. got a hair cut, went to walmart, went to the pet store and bought hamsters. i now have two hamsters, a brown one named lucky and a grey...
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