pudding

i have done nothing today. i went to work and stuff, but that was the extent of my activity. work sucked, busy busy. i suppose you can't really bitch too much as long as you are making money though. there is a pile of candy wrappers by my monitor, they keep falling on the keyboard. ate breakfast this morning, that was weird, i normally skip it don't know what came over me. my new anxiety thing reared it's ugly head at work today. i'm not sure what it is, but as long as i can keep some degree of control over it i'm not going to worry. if i have a panic attack or something i will call my shrink. that shouldn't happen seeing as i've never had one before now, but you never know. the human brain is fucking crazy like that. that is what worries me about having a chemical imbalance, you never know what the hell is going on in there. the brain is sneaky. i don't trust it.