i hate myself
i hate that i'm so critical of myself. i hate that i'm such a perfectionist. i hate that if i'm not the best, i feel like i'm obviously the worst. i hate that, whenever someone actually bothers to be nice to me, i assume that i'll eventually be rejected by them, b/c i'm such a horrible, evil, ugly person inside.
in otherwords,...
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i hate that i'm so critical of myself. i hate that i'm such a perfectionist. i hate that if i'm not the best, i feel like i'm obviously the worst. i hate that, whenever someone actually bothers to be nice to me, i assume that i'll eventually be rejected by them, b/c i'm such a horrible, evil, ugly person inside.
in otherwords,...
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hmmmmm.....
should i update?
maybe
do i have anything to report?
no
am i a big loser?
sure
do you love me anyway?
should i update?
maybe

do i have anything to report?
no

am i a big loser?
sure

do you love me anyway?






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ponyboy_curtis:
yes, on the last question.
ponyboy_curtis:
i don't know what you mean by "turned on me".
i'm lost.
[Edited on Jan 12, 2003]
i'm lost.
[Edited on Jan 12, 2003]



















wow. i don't know what to say. or what to think. or who to believe. or why, where, when or how, either

i guess we'll just have to wait and see what unfolds...
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hel:
i'm almost 6'
coco:
Ha ha! Actually, I just called him to tell him about the new phone, and he said Rik was there!
mmmmm....Togo's...MUCH better than Subway
i had to change my location, since it seems that no one remembers the Angry Samoans! at least no one commented on it. i also changed my 'i lost my virginity...' story, to coincide with Sylvain's story.
speaking of Sylvain- he actually started an assinine thread today. he started a thread about Days Of Our Lives, which he is addicted to....
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i had to change my location, since it seems that no one remembers the Angry Samoans! at least no one commented on it. i also changed my 'i lost my virginity...' story, to coincide with Sylvain's story.
speaking of Sylvain- he actually started an assinine thread today. he started a thread about Days Of Our Lives, which he is addicted to....
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clovesbud:
Fuckin' Tuffy. He's such a pussy hound. It's the glasses...
I need a cool icon so the ladies start dreamin' about me!

I need a cool icon so the ladies start dreamin' about me!

clovesbud:
THANK YOU!!!!
So you don't have any of my fave reocrds huh? Ok, smarty britches, name this song..
"It's not the side effects of the cocaine, I'm thinking that it must be love."
If you Google it, I'll know...


So you don't have any of my fave reocrds huh? Ok, smarty britches, name this song..
"It's not the side effects of the cocaine, I'm thinking that it must be love."
If you Google it, I'll know...

why is everyone LEAVING???
it's me, isn't it? i knew it. no one can stand me
i found out today that a few of my friends have cancled their memberships, and a couple of them, in their journals, act like some sort of big event happened on the site, or within the community, that made them feel fed up with the place.
i'm sure i'm...
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it's me, isn't it? i knew it. no one can stand me

i found out today that a few of my friends have cancled their memberships, and a couple of them, in their journals, act like some sort of big event happened on the site, or within the community, that made them feel fed up with the place.
i'm sure i'm...
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spankenstein:
There's a chance, i may be in SF around Feb 18th?
spankenstein:
*choke's on milk*
ugh. i am SO tired of some of these idiotic people starting assinine threads that they think are SO clever, but aren't.
i thought this site was for ADULTS.
maybe i should just stay away from the boards for a while. at least here, in journal land, especially among my friends, most people write intelligent things, and/or the clever and funny things written actually ARE....
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i thought this site was for ADULTS.
maybe i should just stay away from the boards for a while. at least here, in journal land, especially among my friends, most people write intelligent things, and/or the clever and funny things written actually ARE....
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sylvain:
Ahhh! I've been posting on those boards! I'm one of them! Ahhhh!
avanttard:
Personally, I'm all for the goofiness. Life has enough serious stuff in it - that's why I stay away from the "Current Events".
If every thread was thoughtful and intelligent, I probably wouldn't enjoy the boards much. SG is kind of a lighthearted break from some of that serious stuff, as far as I see it. But that's just me, and doesn't say anything about the other BAZILLION people here on SG.
If every thread was thoughtful and intelligent, I probably wouldn't enjoy the boards much. SG is kind of a lighthearted break from some of that serious stuff, as far as I see it. But that's just me, and doesn't say anything about the other BAZILLION people here on SG.
wow- i'm glad so many people like my hello kitty tattoo. thanks
i've had it for many years, and i'm still as happy with it as the day i got it [actually, even moreso, since it's no longer sore and scabby!
].
i'm feeling a little better today. still in a bit of a funk, but not as bad as yesterday. my back also still...
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i'm feeling a little better today. still in a bit of a funk, but not as bad as yesterday. my back also still...
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winter_____:
Your tattoo is so cute! 

joscelyne:
I was watching Almost Famous last night and instantly I was reminded of you. I've always loved your tat. But it's all about chococat and purin
I'm definitely an old skool kerokerokeroppi fan though
I miss my glibby
I miss you both.


I miss my glibby

update. bleah.
i've noticed in many journals that a lot of people have been feeling pretty down. i guess i'm no exception. been feelin' lifeless, lethargic, hopeless- like i have nothing to look forward to...every day is the same.
then, there's that feeling that no one really likes me. i wonder if people just think of me as a big joke. i wish i could...
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i've noticed in many journals that a lot of people have been feeling pretty down. i guess i'm no exception. been feelin' lifeless, lethargic, hopeless- like i have nothing to look forward to...every day is the same.
then, there's that feeling that no one really likes me. i wonder if people just think of me as a big joke. i wish i could...
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throatneedle:
Nice tattoo!
My favorite band are the Quadratics!
My favorite band are the Quadratics!
clovesbud:
That's actually a pretty hot Neil Diamond song...


wow- i really am a music snob.
i'm talkin' about mp3's now, and my attitude about them. on the one hand, it IS a good deal to be able to get so much music more easily...i know that many members have mentioned that they wouldn't have been exposed to so many different genres and artists if it wasn't for downloading mp3's. on the otherhand- it...
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i'm talkin' about mp3's now, and my attitude about them. on the one hand, it IS a good deal to be able to get so much music more easily...i know that many members have mentioned that they wouldn't have been exposed to so many different genres and artists if it wasn't for downloading mp3's. on the otherhand- it...
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scooter11:
Ooh, CanCon. My heart swells with nostalgia.
Prudence: my definition of a boombastic journal style...
Prudence: my definition of a boombastic journal style...
bettietwoguns:
well, pru . . . i guess i'm into you. 

another resolution- to go to more rock 'n' roll shows. i never get out anymore, and i really have no excuse, since i get into shows for free!
my hubby seems to be enjoying himself here...he's been postin' on the boards, in the journals, joining the groups...now he can finally understand my addiction to this place!! his username is Sylvain. everyone go say hi...
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my hubby seems to be enjoying himself here...he's been postin' on the boards, in the journals, joining the groups...now he can finally understand my addiction to this place!! his username is Sylvain. everyone go say hi...
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mistersatan:
Well... thank you, Anne- I love you too.
Just out of curiousity, what brought that on?
Just out of curiousity, what brought that on?
mistersatan:
Correct on all counts, dear.
Thank you, though- I really needed to hear that.
Thank you, though- I really needed to hear that.
Have a Lovely night sweety
Sorry for Pooping in your yard, Go ahead a take a big old Crap in mine if ya want