prudence

update. bleah.

i've noticed in many journals that a lot of people have been feeling pretty down. i guess i'm no exception. been feelin' lifeless, lethargic, hopeless- like i have nothing to look forward to...every day is the same.

then, there's that feeling that no one really likes me. i wonder if people just think of me as a big joke. i wish i could slip into a coma. not exactly, die...just sleep for a very long time...escape from it all.

i guess i feel this way every year around this time. a lot of people get depressed during the holidays, but i always get depressed right AFTER the holidays. dunno why. the big let down, i guess. meh.

and i hurt my back at work. ouch.

edit: for your pleasure, my hello kitty tattoo. it's my favorite