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pointman11

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Have you ever felt lost inside, so unloved within that you almost died?

Oct 19, 2017
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I am back after a long hiatus after my account expired. So much has happened. The one constant thing is that the universe still treats me like it's bitch and kicks me in the nuts on a fairly regular basis. 8 days ago, I ended up scalding my foot at work severely. I was cleaning the steam table and draining the water when it overflowed on my right foot. It must be my neuropathy but I didn't feel it right away. By the time I did, and too my shoe off, blisters had already formed. Needless to say, I am suppose to take a couple weeks off work, but decided that I would rather pay rent instead. It's disgusting. Think Freddy Krueger in your shoe. It will leave massive scars.

But an even bigger issues always come with the heart and my heart is more complicated than I could even imagine. How is it that i can be a world class fuck up in so many wonderful ways is staggering.

I have missed everyone. I hope life is treating you all with love happiness and peace.

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