Its official. I have been able to switch shifts so I now have my weekends free again. I can play hockey and be able to make all the games with my team reassuming my role as Captain!!! I am so excited about this. I have us registered for a tourny at the beginning of September and then the season starts September 16th.
In other news, I have had to walk away from my mother and her side of the family. I have hated her abusive alcoholic boyfriend for four years. He is a dead beat father, an alcoholic, has hit my mother, and has sponged off her for the last four years...she has now decided to move to Zimbabwe with him leaving myself and the family behind. I dont support it, I cant support it. It may make me a bad son, but for 4 years I have been waqiting for a phone call saying that he finally has beaten her to death. I cant wait for that phone call any more. I love my mother, I really do. But I cant allow my hatred and pain for him affect my work, invade my sleep or degrade my health any longer. I sincerly hope I am wrong, but I have seen these signs for 4 long years and she is now leaving the safety and comfort of everything she has here to go with him.
I hope everyone is staying safe and doing nicely dispite the heat and weather. Thanks for coming by and I hope to hear and read more from you and your blogs soon. Jonathan
In other news, I have had to walk away from my mother and her side of the family. I have hated her abusive alcoholic boyfriend for four years. He is a dead beat father, an alcoholic, has hit my mother, and has sponged off her for the last four years...she has now decided to move to Zimbabwe with him leaving myself and the family behind. I dont support it, I cant support it. It may make me a bad son, but for 4 years I have been waqiting for a phone call saying that he finally has beaten her to death. I cant wait for that phone call any more. I love my mother, I really do. But I cant allow my hatred and pain for him affect my work, invade my sleep or degrade my health any longer. I sincerly hope I am wrong, but I have seen these signs for 4 long years and she is now leaving the safety and comfort of everything she has here to go with him.
I hope everyone is staying safe and doing nicely dispite the heat and weather. Thanks for coming by and I hope to hear and read more from you and your blogs soon. Jonathan
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...but now I read your entry and it makes me sad. This situation must be horrible and the decision you made is the best way to deal with that. Don't blame yourself for whatever will happen. She is an adult person and she has to make her own decisions. You can't always burden yourself with this. It's too hard to handle