Only you can make you happy. Happiness starts with you. No one can make you happy but you.
This is all a cop out. In a sense, you must be happy with your self. Yes that is true. And I am happy with me. I love to cook. I love to read. I work hard. I give as generously as I can to everyone I...
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Christmas will always be void because this wonderful woman is not in it. Taco Christmas dinners, baking christmas cookies for a week, watching her in her rocking chair crocheting something for donation to Rileys Kids. Since her passing I have seen very little magic in this holiday. I will always remember her smile and try my hardest to live to make her proud even when
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this is Joy. She was basically rescued from a family off Craigslist. She had been abused and was so timid. The first 6 months she hit me almost every other week. When I would fold laundry and snap my shirts she would drop and cower, or if I shook my paper to get the crease out she would drop low and cry. I love this
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I have been thinking alot about death lately. My own mostly. I have wondered who would be effected by my passing. Who would mourn. Who would show to the funeral or wake. And I have no legitamite answers. I have always been someone on the fringes of the shadows. You see me, you recognise me, you talk to me. Once I am gone from sight,...
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Maybe it's the holiday, maybe it's the communication with a new friend over their loss, maybe it's loneliness, maybe its lack of sleep, maybe it's all that and more. I want a baby. I want a child. I want a bond and love that can never be broken. I love kids. My biggest regret in life was that I never gave my grandmother grandchildren before...
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