Okay, so I'm trying the happy, happy, joy, joy approach today. 
Yesterday was a day filled with self pity, I'm allowed sometimes, and so today I will look at the world from a different perspective.
I went for my interview this afternoon. Not a clue if they liked me. The manager was lovely, so was her boss but his boss was a knob. Kept changing the questions he'd asked me to get me to expand on levels that were not identified in the question. If he wanted an essay then he should have taught me at bloody college.
Okay and calm, but it wasn't all bad. They'll let me know tomorrow afternoon or early next week at the latest.
Fingers crossed. The money's decent. It'll be far enough away from my future home that I can chill with the commute of loud music and peanut m & m's. 
I have blisters from walking to York station and again across Leeds.
I'm driving home tonight and my Dad's not even home yet. We're having dinner before I go so christ alone knows what time I'll be setting off.
Have decided to look at my possible bankruptcy as a good thing.
I will have no credit rating so can't continue to get myself in debt. I will be able to actually have some money to fix my car when it breaks (from the grindey wrong noises from beneath it this may be sooner than I'd like) and may even be able to actually have a holiday. I won't be able to get a mortgage but then thats all the more reasont ostudy. Will pass the time quicker and get me into a better job position in the future.
As for the boy, well he's said nowt since we rowed on Monday about his drunken lies Friday, not even a good luck for the interviews. I know my last text said for him to mean what he says or say nothing and not answer straight away so he could be sure what he was saying but I stupidly expected a response by now. Guess he's gone for the old 'Well, she said to say nothing if I wasn't sure' response. Screw him anyway. I'm tired of falling for wankers.
Crap, this isn't turning out to be happy, happy, joy, joy but hopefully a tad more positive than yesterdays entry?!
Sorry Huw 
I did try.
At least I'm more focused on cutting off the crap in my life and moving on. That's a change to yesterday for sure.
Hope you're all good and joyous with life.
Yesterday was a day filled with self pity, I'm allowed sometimes, and so today I will look at the world from a different perspective.
I went for my interview this afternoon. Not a clue if they liked me. The manager was lovely, so was her boss but his boss was a knob. Kept changing the questions he'd asked me to get me to expand on levels that were not identified in the question. If he wanted an essay then he should have taught me at bloody college.
Okay and calm, but it wasn't all bad. They'll let me know tomorrow afternoon or early next week at the latest.
Fingers crossed. The money's decent. It'll be far enough away from my future home that I can chill with the commute of loud music and peanut m & m's.
I have blisters from walking to York station and again across Leeds.
I'm driving home tonight and my Dad's not even home yet. We're having dinner before I go so christ alone knows what time I'll be setting off.
Have decided to look at my possible bankruptcy as a good thing.
I will have no credit rating so can't continue to get myself in debt. I will be able to actually have some money to fix my car when it breaks (from the grindey wrong noises from beneath it this may be sooner than I'd like) and may even be able to actually have a holiday. I won't be able to get a mortgage but then thats all the more reasont ostudy. Will pass the time quicker and get me into a better job position in the future.
As for the boy, well he's said nowt since we rowed on Monday about his drunken lies Friday, not even a good luck for the interviews. I know my last text said for him to mean what he says or say nothing and not answer straight away so he could be sure what he was saying but I stupidly expected a response by now. Guess he's gone for the old 'Well, she said to say nothing if I wasn't sure' response. Screw him anyway. I'm tired of falling for wankers.
Crap, this isn't turning out to be happy, happy, joy, joy but hopefully a tad more positive than yesterdays entry?!
Sorry Huw I did try.
At least I'm more focused on cutting off the crap in my life and moving on. That's a change to yesterday for sure.
Hope you're all good and joyous with life.
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spamtwo:
ok, you win the most petty milk use in a company award
gem:
Was just droping by to say thanks for your comment on my set And then I realise it was you I was talking to in SGUK chat as I wasn't sure who you were and was going to check but forgot etc, anyway thanks so much I really appreciate it xx
And then I realise it was you I was talking to in SGUK chat as I wasn't sure who you were and was going to check but forgot etc, anyway thanks so much I really appreciate it xx