pixiebelle

Stuff
I'm a fool.
I stayed over at the boy's last night. I know, I said I wouldn't take him back. I don't think I have we just had sex, and talked, alot, about why he's been such an arsehole. He's quite a sweetie when he's not acting like an arsehole. And scarily a lot more sensitive than I realised. Alot of his behaviour stems around me talking about moving. He doesn't want me to go but he knows I can't stay so he wants to spend time with me but he doesn't want to let himself get too close 'cos he doesn't want to end up hurt when I move. Yes, he was drunk when telling me all this but that is the only time he really talks. Most blokes I've been with will only talk to me properly when they're drunk.
Going round there tonight to just have a chilled one and watch dvd's. Needless to say I'm super confused. Was getting used to him not being a factor in my life and then he tells me all that last night. It was good to hear in that I understand a bit better but not so good in that I'm now thinking WTF?!
He also told me he loves me several times. I did say that I wouldn't listen to those words with too much attention as he was pissed and I reckon he's probably grateful for that today. He's not been offish or weird today though as most blokes are after slipping up on that one.
Guess we'll see if he actually does get his ass up and see me tonight. If not I really am not going there again.

I very positive news, I have two interviews lined up next week! Woohoo! One on Tuesday for a home manager and one on Thursday for a Telecare Adviser and assessor. So another journey northward will occurr straight after work Monday. Manic but hey, it's gotta be done! Fingers crossed and hopefully someone will make me an offer.
Hoep you're all having a fabulous weekend!!

Oh and yes, I am no longer weeing out of my back passage! See how long I last this time!