pigrease

Chapter 03
Current mood: blank




Once again I'm overwhelmed;

these feelings I don't understand.

I'm helpless and I sill Hurt;

you apparently have the upper hand.

Why did you make such choices?

How could my life have been?

I'm jealous and consumed wih anger;

could these feelings be a sin?

As I follow in your footsteps;

I sit and wonder why???

Addiction has now become my problem;

to think that this is what made me cry!

As I take a much needed sober look;

at the life I'd like to live;

Since I'd prefer sucess to addiction...

An honest effort I will Give.

Frustrating as Hell to start over;

at twENTy FivE YEARS Of agE.

aLTHOUGH i KNOW tHAT i SHALL SUCEED...

IT's stILl HArD To turn the Page!


~~~~~~Jason"Pigrease"Pegues03~~~~~~