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Chapter 03
Current mood: blank




Once again I'm overwhelmed;

these feelings I don't understand.

I'm helpless and I sill Hurt;

you apparently have the upper hand.

Why did you make such choices?

How could my life have been?

I'm jealous and consumed wih anger;

could these feelings be a sin?

As I follow in your footsteps;

I sit and wonder why???

Addiction has now become...
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Guardian Angel
Current mood: annoyed

Last night I saw an Angel:
she had a tale to tell.
Her eyes were Sunken and Drawn:
she looked a little Pale.
Her body was Bruised and Battered:
her wings were Ripped and Torn.
She hardly had the strength to walk:
She looked so Tired and Worn.
Angel I asked how could this be?
she turned and smiled and...
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~~Your First Dozen Roses~~
Current mood: mischievous

Close your eyes for a minute;
let me drive your Imagination Wild.
As I presesnt you with the Roses....
you deserve for your smile.
As you follow me to the bathroom;
you are Overwhelmed by a Scent.
It's the Aroma of Roses;
so Sweet and so Pure.
A Warm Bath Engulfed by Rose Peddals;
for your Heart I'm...
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~ Reflections 04 ~


I can hardly count the ways;
that I miss you in my life.
Just how much would it take;
to make everything allright?
Far too long it has taken;
to reminisce upon you.
I never lost love...
just drifted my own way.
Did I sacrifice too much?
what exactly did I gain?
Was it worth all the suffering?
am I willing...
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Nothing-ness


Please don't be bitter 2 me
what have I thought'''
Our actions are becoming...
like a programmed robot
Nothing-ness
the impact caught you all off guard
Me for You.
=you're not alone.
Now I have nothing but Time;
to be alone again.
Sorry about your luck;
be Happy ...
You are the destroyer of Worlds!
you inspire me
motivate me
hate me
but, You...
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