I'm back.
Drugged, tired, dazed, but back.
It's been a fuck of a month, April... I've tried to kill myself, admitted I was schizophrenic, told my mom everything about me, been accused of things that I was clueless about (but apparantly I still did it), been shunned by 'friends,' decided to move back to FL in very short order (within 3 weeks), found someone to sublet my room, and solidified my England plans.
I'm going back home.
I'm finally getting my break, in England.
I'm going back to BCC.
I'm going to get my AS degree.
I'm going to be a nurse.
I'm not going to let petty people and petty things, or even big things, get in my way. This is my chance to finally make something work. To give up on grand illusions and find reality, that education shouldn't be my focus but should accent my life.
I wrote a song.
I'm too shy to post it, though.
SG is the only place I feel safe talking anymore. I have a problem. Basically, has anyone gotten a link to a set of photos with two friends of mine from me? Or did I ever link it? I looked at all my gallery links and none linked back to the main gallery. I made sure they were all standalone. Yet someone is insanely mad at me and claiming I was spreading it around SG. She was the one who told half of BME the URL, so why is she so surprised and think I did it? I'm so confused. But PLEASE tell me if I somehow let you know about the main 'porn' gallery. I thought every single one was standalone.
I need to sleep. Good night to most of you.
Drugged, tired, dazed, but back.
It's been a fuck of a month, April... I've tried to kill myself, admitted I was schizophrenic, told my mom everything about me, been accused of things that I was clueless about (but apparantly I still did it), been shunned by 'friends,' decided to move back to FL in very short order (within 3 weeks), found someone to sublet my room, and solidified my England plans.
I'm going back home.
I'm finally getting my break, in England.
I'm going back to BCC.
I'm going to get my AS degree.
I'm going to be a nurse.
I'm not going to let petty people and petty things, or even big things, get in my way. This is my chance to finally make something work. To give up on grand illusions and find reality, that education shouldn't be my focus but should accent my life.
I wrote a song.
I'm too shy to post it, though.
SG is the only place I feel safe talking anymore. I have a problem. Basically, has anyone gotten a link to a set of photos with two friends of mine from me? Or did I ever link it? I looked at all my gallery links and none linked back to the main gallery. I made sure they were all standalone. Yet someone is insanely mad at me and claiming I was spreading it around SG. She was the one who told half of BME the URL, so why is she so surprised and think I did it? I'm so confused. But PLEASE tell me if I somehow let you know about the main 'porn' gallery. I thought every single one was standalone.
I need to sleep. Good night to most of you.
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if you post your song, i'll send you all the horrible wretch that i've written and posted, so you'll know you don't need to be shy.
[Edited on May 04, 2003]