persuasion

So I got my SG stuff that I ordered yesterday. I was pretty happy when I went to the POst Office that was very cool. It got here rather fast too. Other then that just work as usually, looking for a photographer, and the count down for my trip

I so did not want to get up out of bed today. I think I was debating it for about a half hour. I'm just dragging ass. Ever since I passed out I haven't been feeling that well...hmmm I don't know if I had mentioned that already...........Wednesday I think it was I went to wal-Mart to get a key made for work and I passed...
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Hmmmmm
So I talked to the photographer online today breifly. I am defiently hoping everything goes the way I want. Also I have less than a month to Mexico I can't friggen wait!!!!!!!!!!

null So I have not been feeling to well today. I got to work and ended up getting sick all over the floor. My roomate cleaned it up for me I thought that was very sweet of him.
On the upside to things the photographer I had spoken with gave me there number now all I got to do is get a hold of em...
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Uggghh I have a pounding headache right now. This sucks.
So I was saying in my last blog that I was talking to a photographer.....................it turned out to be bad news. She stopped talking to me after I mentioned that it was for SG so now I am back to the drawing board.

Uggghh I am so bored I really can not stand it in Oklahoma. I can not wait untill this job is over and I move back to Florida!!!

I was looking through some of the forums and I found one that had something about model mayhem. So I checked the site out and found some photographers in my area. I sent one of them a message on myspace. So I am hoping that this is what I have been waiting for we will see if it all works out though. Keep your fingers...
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I have been working alot lately and have not really had time for much so I figured I would give an update now that I have the chance. So........
I went to Boston in the end of April I had a really fun time up there I seen my family that I have not seen in about 15 years. The only regret is that I...
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I have always believed that there is a reason behind everything. I just don't get why when I am depressed or down it has to go on for awhile. I guess it might be due to the fact that I have no one to talk to.

It's not that I dwell on the negative shit because I hate that. It just seems that something always...
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I feel as if I am at the crossroads of my life and I have to choose which road to go down. I know we all have been there before. But it just seems like I am always there. I don't understand why I put myself in these stupid perdicaments but I just feel like I will always be stuck at my crossroad.