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Jack?! What kind of shit is that?! Kiddo is better. Maybe...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

No you don't.

I think I found some blood on my pillow.

oh man. make it stop.

wait a minute...as i recall, you were the frustrated one on that visit.

hehe.


-pb

oh sweet Jesus jumped-up Cuh-rist.

leave me alone. i like REAL pain, not this fucking long distance torture.

you suck for that. pun not intended.

i'm going to go break things now.



-pb

[Edited on Dec 20, 2003 4:44PM]

A little better? Come on now. I'm cooler than that. I make you go , and not just .
Sorry you had a shitty day. I've been tired all day. Now I'm home to make coffee before driving up to Denton.

Burlesque=hot sexy dancing 40's-ish style + stripping - full on nudity.

Join this group to see a video sneak peak.

Or go here to see the best and hottest burlesque dancer today.

You'd better go to this thing if you live so close to DC! I wanna meet everyone from SGVA!

Oh yeah, and bring money for tips.

Dragonfly beat me to it! I am going to the DC and Balt show. They are letting me be a tip collector. I am a serious groupie. I love the new pics. You are so cute when you are scowling! Grrrrrr.

Edit:
Oh yeah, thanks for the ass compliment.

[Edited on Dec 19, 2003 12:26PM]

and, zephyra, yay for being yummy.


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No, thank you for being yummy.

Please don't accuse yourself of not being cute. Who wants to be cute anyway. You are more mysteriouslySexy than cute and I pick that anyday.

I saw your post in SGVA. Tell me you have been informed about the Burlesque Tour already...There is a D.C. stop now and you kinda have to be there.

FYI: I love to read your journal. I love how you write.

Join for for the free al-ca-ma-hall on my birthday...

Click here for free booze intructions for tonight at the Ottobar, please come, I'm DJing at some point, probably 10ish

http://www.dcska.com/modules.php?op=modload&name=XForum&file=viewthread&tid=5695

ok ok my comment will be like one of those gay black tshirts with some kind of necrophilious or sadistic writing on it you can buy at your local hot pocket that baby goths wear

"i think im awake"

"at least the demons in my head tell me i am"

"i think ill kill some people to find out if the blood is real"

i woke up...eventually. and you are right...it was a start...then i went to work. and i might as well have been asleep again.

oh, the setbacks we encounter in life...

u have got some SERIOUS issues to deal with dude
the reason that the self destructive way out is a selfish act of a coward, if you never heard it

is because "the unacomplished life is that of cowardice" ~Hagakure (Hidden in the leaves) and because the amount of time that loved ones put into the development of any one human life is priceless, therefore to kill oneself is a really selfish fuckin thing to do

now back to cowardice, i believe sincerely in the above statement because it was made up by people who committed seppuku in a heart beat. go see the last samurai, its a really good movie

now back to the whole looking into the eyes of someone who is killing himself and filling the void deep inside.....

you need to find a creative vocation, anything from fine art to fucking pottery of flower arrangement because obviously whatever vocation u have now leaves you believing the shit that henry rollins puts out. my problem with him is that hes not doing anything about the state of the world, just bitches about it

however, science agrees with you on that there is something fucked up around here..... what it is, is the scitzo and neurosi inducing nature of this society

and it takes more balls to recognize the above

and turn your life around through your own efforts while telling all the sensationalists and critics and apathists like old henry to fuck off

"disclaimer: my interest in the above subject is purely academic."


-pb

I'm a weird niche market for Rollins. I like RB's pre-Mother Superior stuff better than their current sound overall, but I haven't really listened to *that* much recent stuff. They're a perfectly competent band (saw them on the Rise Above tour doing Black Flag covers and it rocked), I just tend not to like the purer rawk-n-roll direction the band has gone in (apparently at Rollins' desire, so I figure let the man do what he wants).

How is Quicksilver? Honestly, I've been kinda disappointed by everything I've read by Stephenson except for Snow Crash.

_Cryptonomicon_ was actually the one that disappointed me the most of all of them (though I think my whole read was tainted by the fact that the whole relationship with Amy Shaftoe rang totally false for me, and seemed more like an excuse of Stephenson to showcase his Christianity than anything else).

Yeah, I like Weight-era Rollins Band the best as well.

ahh, if it was only that easy painbearer, the dark side or the light......

i think u just asked at the wrong time dude

nothin more

the way to hell is paved with good intentions and the sculls of unbaptized children

the fact that youre pressing the issue is making u look like a dick even if you are NOT a dick

i say just chill, give it some time and try to apply again

thanks for the advice, Victorian.

my recounting of the story was merely a set up type thing for what i really wanted to say, which was just an lengthy and rather exhausting attempt at rehashing the tired old saying "...yeah but there ARE actually decent human beings, and yes even males, out there."

furthermore, i tend to use my journal to place my thoughts on things. to me, its my small place to put down what i want, and people are free to comment. i think perhaps if i wanted to press the issue i would have left a note or three in her journal.

as far as i'm concerned i said what i had to say, in my own journal, and now i'm done. i just saw the whole thing as indicitive of a larger issue and wished to comment on it, like i do on many things.

in fact, i'm thinking of something else i'd like to write about right now....girls (suprise, suprise).


-pb