EDITED APRIL 5
WOW thanks SO much everyone for my birthday wishes!!!!! holy shit!!! i had no idea!! you guys made me laugh out loud and smile at my computer like a bigfat dork!!
i'm editing my existing journal entry because i'm feeling sort of sentimental right now and don't want to get rid of my bday comments from all of you wonderful SGers!!
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WOW thanks SO much everyone for my birthday wishes!!!!! holy shit!!! i had no idea!! you guys made me laugh out loud and smile at my computer like a bigfat dork!!
i'm editing my existing journal entry because i'm feeling sort of sentimental right now and don't want to get rid of my bday comments from all of you wonderful SGers!!
i...
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do girls enjoy giving mixed signals, 180 degree reversals, and just being generally obtuse?
eh, well i shouldn't make such a sweeping generalization...for the ONE 'off' one, i know several who are normal or just downright amazing. zephyra comes to mind (real life and SG). don't know any of my other SG 'girl-friends' in real life...
but they're pretty amazing too.
based on my past...
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eh, well i shouldn't make such a sweeping generalization...for the ONE 'off' one, i know several who are normal or just downright amazing. zephyra comes to mind (real life and SG). don't know any of my other SG 'girl-friends' in real life...
but they're pretty amazing too.
based on my past...
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narcissus:
You're too good to waste your time on lame goils.
HA, I can't believe it, I used to get SO fucked up and I would crank ToN and I would lie in bed in amazement of how great I thought they were and how much I loved listening to them when I was so very fucked up. Crazy, I miss those days sometimes, but I was bad then. Not so much right now, but I, too, had tequila and beer last night! I took some pills that are supposed to prevent hangovers... I think they worked, no 
yet.
Almost your birthday? That's exciting, I hope you do something fun.
You're too good to waste your time on lame goils.
HA, I can't believe it, I used to get SO fucked up and I would crank ToN and I would lie in bed in amazement of how great I thought they were and how much I loved listening to them when I was so very fucked up. Crazy, I miss those days sometimes, but I was bad then. Not so much right now, but I, too, had tequila and beer last night! I took some pills that are supposed to prevent hangovers... I think they worked, no yet.
Almost your birthday? That's exciting, I hope you do something fun.
lightsneeze:
Oh...I went and saw Fear Factory and Slipknot. It was good times. 
But had it been 18 and up...there would have been like 20 people there...I've never seen so many kids...I saw an eight year old for cryin out loud....yup...one day..my kid is gonna be just like him.
But had it been 18 and up...there would have been like 20 people there...I've never seen so many kids...I saw an eight year old for cryin out loud....yup...one day..my kid is gonna be just like him. i was in a good mood before, but that has suddenly changed. so i wrote this to purge the badness from my head. enjoy.
beast
in your belly
you beast
you've eaten me
sucked down my lonely screams
with the delight of a cannibal whore
like a starving madwoman
you push and pull and suck and rend
your blood boils and steams
with ebony lust...
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beast
in your belly
you beast
you've eaten me
sucked down my lonely screams
with the delight of a cannibal whore
like a starving madwoman
you push and pull and suck and rend
your blood boils and steams
with ebony lust...
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narcissus:
jaysus, what a way with the ladies you have! 
I'd say go for the prof specs, tre sexy...
I'd say go for the prof specs, tre sexy...
blasphemy:
that sounds ridiculous, you should do it
i like your pics, you're cute
um.......cheer up?
i like your pics, you're cute
um.......cheer up?
haven't much to ruminate on at the moment. i suppose when i'm happier (as opposed to angry and dangerous) i feel less inclined to tap out an ode to sex, blood and pain. thanks for the overwhelming positive response to that, by the way. i'll have to remember to post more of it here when the urge to write it takes me.
went hiking and...
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smuffy:
DOTD again??? Holy.
Oh and I added a link to my last journal entry. Maddox reviewing DOTD. It is super funny. Please go read and let me know what you think.
Oh and I added a link to my last journal entry. Maddox reviewing DOTD. It is super funny. Please go read and let me know what you think.
librarian:
I did yoga off and on for about 10 years. I enjoyed doing it, but I didn't LOVE it or look forward to doing it. I often found it hard to get motivated, and I was never really that happy with the shape it gave me. It's hard to explain, but that yoga body just isn't the shape I like.
I was hooked on Pilates after the first day, and within a week I was unloading all my yoga stuff on my mom. I guess I need reps and focus and everything. I'm just not the "breathe energy into your center" type. Plus, I like the Pilates body shape much better, and it takes less than 20 min a day.
I was hooked on Pilates after the first day, and within a week I was unloading all my yoga stuff on my mom. I guess I need reps and focus and everything. I'm just not the "breathe energy into your center" type. Plus, I like the Pilates body shape much better, and it takes less than 20 min a day.
i'm feeling angry and a little dangerous right now.
so i wrote this in hopes you'll find me brooding over a book and a glass of red:
i want eight long, red nail furrows etched fiercely into my back...
i want deep, angry kisses from your fangs to decorate my shoulders...
i want my ears to ring from the screaming...
i want to have to...
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lightsneeze:
that's eek in a good way...come back...have good day now....ok... oh...and I feel you're pain...if that makes any sense....
that's eek in a good way...come back...have good day now....ok... oh...and I feel you're pain...if that makes any sense.... 
a548456:
painbearer said:
what's a bat'leth? sounds menacing in a feminine sort of way.
Sorry I missed your question, dude, I figured it best to reply here than on the thread.
A bat'leth is a double-edged, curved scimitar of Klingon design... It has three hand grips which give the user lots of options for weilding it. It can be held and used like a staff, or like a regular sword. The only difference being that you can hold it just about any way you want, and still fuck someone up with it Here's a pic of mine...
As for zombies getting too close with blades... Just chop the hands and arms, and those touchy-feely heathens are much less of a threat, then you can do lots of nice twirly dismemberment and decapitation moves to impress your audience of fellow survivors
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ah, i love this site. really. i can remember thinking a few years ago how i wish there was a site where a lot of girls hung out, but ones that were cool, tatoo-ed, and just generally not scared little prudes looking for the next rich guy to come along.
then, lo and behold SG. its a place where us people who don't quite fit...
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then, lo and behold SG. its a place where us people who don't quite fit...
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maurauder:
Yes, much love for this sight. So, I tried to remove one of your alter egos from my friends list, but it removed both of them. So i am re-asking for friendship. Gets down on one knee. Wanna be friends?
If I had said 'both knees' instead of 'one knee', that would have been dirty...hehehe
If I had said 'both knees' instead of 'one knee', that would have been dirty...hehehe
librarian:
OK, I'll work on pics.
i've got beer, chocolate milk, a feather bed, a set of handcuffs and an eight inch little buddy but nowhere to put him.
ain't that kinda jacked up?
-pb
music: tool, opiate
book: shadows and light, anne bishop
ain't that kinda jacked up?
-pb
music: tool, opiate
book: shadows and light, anne bishop
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dragonflycq:
^Seems like the ladies are quite a fan of you.^
Too bad they don't live an hour away like I do.
You're right. I did miss that entry. I was like... that's not like him to not respond....especially to flattery .
Is that a real gun?
Too bad they don't live an hour away like I do.
You're right. I did miss that entry. I was like...
that's not like him to not respond....especially to flattery .
Is that a real gun?
missing_girl:
oh about my pics...you should have been around a few weeks ago when zephyra made me post a pic of my jimmy. took it down though. there have since been a few requests for it to be emailed out to certain people (and most were girls )
*raises hand* I'll take one of those please!
Why do you have to live so far away?! Did ya go see DOTD again? I still wanna see it damnit. Glad you found the milk...see I'm a help after all woohoo! It's so freaking gooooood! Tell me what you think when it's chilled.
--Love ya, MG
*raises hand* I'll take one of those please!
Why do you have to live so far away?! Did ya go see DOTD again? I still wanna see it damnit. Glad you found the milk...see I'm a help after all woohoo! It's so freaking gooooood! Tell me what you think when it's chilled.
--Love ya, MG
wish i had something profound or sage to say at the moment, but the Muse isn't looking my way just now. i'll have to get back to you when she does.
i heart
that will be all.
-pb
music: tool, lateralus
book: shadows and light, anne bishop
i heart
that will be all.
-pb
music: tool, lateralus
book: shadows and light, anne bishop
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missing_girl:
holy shit! I loooooove that pic! Your're a dream I swear! 
Your eyes....mmmmmmm
Well, we can grow OLD together..lol.
Damnit I wanna see DOTD...I still haven't gone cause I'm broke. I would definetly see it with you. Come get me, we will sneak in coffee and chocolate soy milk.
It's hot here. Has been for days though. I think tomarrow is suppose to be cold again finally. I'm a cold kinda girl. The heat just makes me grumpy. I wanna cuddle?!?! Please..
~MG~
Your eyes....mmmmmmm
Well, we can grow OLD together..lol.
Damnit I wanna see DOTD...I still haven't gone cause I'm broke. I would definetly see it with you. Come get me, we will sneak in coffee and chocolate soy milk.
It's hot here. Has been for days though. I think tomarrow is suppose to be cold again finally. I'm a cold kinda girl. The heat just makes me grumpy. I wanna cuddle?!?! Please..
~MG~
stirfry:
lol. no problem man. more guns the better.
Damn...i need to DotD
Damn...i need to DotD
i'm so freakishly hung over right now.
your wallet may think half price Guinness is a good idea, but your tummy and head won't.
i'm never drinking again.
-pb
your wallet may think half price Guinness is a good idea, but your tummy and head won't.
i'm never drinking again.
-pb
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lightsneeze:
Never drinkin again...pffftt...yeah right!
maurauder:
Sound like a St Pattys day well spent. But I warned you that girlfriend of yours might get abusive
PS - thanks for the link. So Sweet!
PS - thanks for the link. So Sweet!
zealots and evangelists thrive on the pain of uncertainty and death. their existence is defined by the endgame of religious avoidance of the pain of death, social disapproval, and not knowing the divine.
those of us more enlightened thrive and are made more self-aware through the experience of pain. play the game of a better life, through the experience of pain...the pain of flesh, the...
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those of us more enlightened thrive and are made more self-aware through the experience of pain. play the game of a better life, through the experience of pain...the pain of flesh, the...
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librarian:
Well, I do my share of stupid things. The most recent thing I have blamed on chocolate was sending a nudie pic to my long-ago ex. I was totally high on chocolate candies, and I was suprised even while I was doing it. But I got results.
zephyra:
Um, I got off in my car yesterday to pleasant thoughts.
not that i've been particularly desparate or actively recruiting, but my girlfriend search, such as it was, has been called off. that's because you don't keep searching once you've found one you really, really, really like.
she's tall, dark, curvy and tastes really good. she doesn't cost as much as my past girlfriends, in money or sanity. she hasn't the mouth for gossip, and doesn't...
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she's tall, dark, curvy and tastes really good. she doesn't cost as much as my past girlfriends, in money or sanity. she hasn't the mouth for gossip, and doesn't...
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lightsneeze:
He's a manly giant teddy bear.....but you know what...I think I'm done too....Ima have to stick with
She's never done me wrong either...even last night. I'm with you on the whole...if everyone spoke their whole mind....everyone would get some more...but...damn it never quite works for me...or it could be that I told him in a matter of two seconds and then ran off like a little school girl hehehehe
She's never done me wrong either...even last night. I'm with you on the whole...if everyone spoke their whole mind....everyone would get some more...but...damn it never quite works for me...or it could be that I told him in a matter of two seconds and then ran off like a little school girl
hehehehe
lx:
I have been told that once you fuck up your tailbone then another fuck up is right around the corner. I have heard that it never perfectly heals or something.
My girl's better:
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My girl's better:
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hello my dears. i certainly hope you missed me.
the camping trip was...interesting. no, not the wild trick monkey sex orgy type of interesting...its just that it wouldn't stop raining on top of the mountain we were on. there wasn't a dry spot to be had anywhere. so, after hiking through the rain for about 5 hours and getting lost, we decided to rent of...
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the camping trip was...interesting. no, not the wild trick monkey sex orgy type of interesting...its just that it wouldn't stop raining on top of the mountain we were on. there wasn't a dry spot to be had anywhere. so, after hiking through the rain for about 5 hours and getting lost, we decided to rent of...
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zephyra:
What's wrong?
What's wrong?
lightsneeze:
Sorry your camping trip started out wet... hehe..wet...anyway...I'm jealous...I love camping....but no one to go with. Glad it was good times....later.
hehe..wet...anyway...I'm jealous...I love camping....but no one to go with. Glad it was good times....later. 
Happy belated birthday!!!
You know you are the best and I can't wait to see you in your sexy glasses!
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