so i'v been told by a few birds and gents that my last journal entry was booooooooorrrr-ing and very un pb-like. i take that as a compliment.
please pardon the short entries, as i've a visitor and 'twould be uncouth to spend too much time being non-attentive.
i'm busy being repeatedly bruised and seeing big bright personal stars and eating lotsa chocolate.
must find food...
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please pardon the short entries, as i've a visitor and 'twould be uncouth to spend too much time being non-attentive.
i'm busy being repeatedly bruised and seeing big bright personal stars and eating lotsa chocolate.
must find food...
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mmmk. been away a bit because my computer is on the fritz. i have it working enough now to at least post, but its not at 100%. most likely won't be on for a few days. have a good memorial weekend.
-pb
-pb
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delusion:
"...and then my landlady said i'd get a month's rent free if i did this! i had no idea i'd really have to eat her cooch."
i heart you even more than i already did after seeing this....
i heart you even more than i already did after seeing this....
jawbone:
Oh yea the mysterious visitor is that this weekend - hubba hubba
hope everything went well
hope everything went well
one of my yoga instuctors posits this fact: the physical practice of yoga, called hatha, is merely the first of many stages en route to the ultimate goal of...um...nirvana or self actualization or zen or heaven or nothingness or or or or or.....sorry, i tend to get my endgames mixed up sometimes. but you get the point.
well, if you didn't, get the point that...
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luckyp:
Feeling appropriately daunted myself...
I have long envied the Eastern meditative philospophies and way of life, but have never taken the time (the irony!) to really incorporate it into my own life. I do yoga for the physical and limited (at my level) spiritual benefits, but not regularly enough.
What do you think of Angels and Demons? I read it last month... I'll withhold my comments/iopinions until you're done!
Sounds like you are feeling better, I hope you had a splendid time with your recent special visitor!
--l*P
I have long envied the Eastern meditative philospophies and way of life, but have never taken the time (the irony!) to really incorporate it into my own life. I do yoga for the physical and limited (at my level) spiritual benefits, but not regularly enough.
What do you think of Angels and Demons? I read it last month... I'll withhold my comments/iopinions until you're done!
Sounds like you are feeling better, I hope you had a splendid time with your recent special visitor!
--l*P
mexicant:
You, person I don't know, have hit the proverbial nail which has been undermining my existence as of late on the head. Modern life is so full of instant gratification (be it television, video games, or even the internet) that we as a society have lost the ability to (a) think rationally, and (b) think for ourselves in general.
If your point was to illustrate that "pop culture" has been, and continues to be, the mental/intellectual bane of our modern existence then I whole heartedly agree with you.
If your point was to illustrate that "pop culture" has been, and continues to be, the mental/intellectual bane of our modern existence then I whole heartedly agree with you.
jeebus i'm bored.
too bad i'm too bashful to go nekkie when fracking with my digicam.
meh. gonna walk to the bookstore and be a bookworm. maybe visit the ice cream shop next door for some more pb tummy luv.
-pb
book: none atm
music: the cure (gotta get off this kick)
too bad i'm too bashful to go nekkie when fracking with my digicam.
meh. gonna walk to the bookstore and be a bookworm. maybe visit the ice cream shop next door for some more pb tummy luv.
-pb
book: none atm
music: the cure (gotta get off this kick)
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_bossanova_:
That new profile pic is so yummy!
If people forget who Billie was the world will have gone to hell (as if it hasn't already). Seriously.
I have to agree with the RxQueen; there is absolutely nothing wrong with a Cure kick.
If people forget who Billie was the world will have gone to hell (as if it hasn't already). Seriously.
I have to agree with the RxQueen; there is absolutely nothing wrong with a Cure kick.
delusion:
i am completely convinced you have fallen off the face of the earth..........
...oh i'm not happy about much at all except for the yummy fact that i'm about to have a 4 day visit by one of the cutest girls on SG. 
'twould be unseemly to elaborate at this point. more (perhaps) later.
in the meantime, i'm still having wet dreams about the rest of you (except the guys, which i'm sure they appreciate).
-pb
book: none...
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'twould be unseemly to elaborate at this point. more (perhaps) later.
in the meantime, i'm still having wet dreams about the rest of you (except the guys, which i'm sure they appreciate).
-pb
book: none...
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fancier:
I hear you threw the world out of wack with your comment about soy.
thejuanupsman:
Hmm curious what could you say about soy to throw the world out of wack?
oh happy day!
-pb
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freakpirate:
Well... spill it... I demand details. DEMAND THEM!!!
thejuanupsman:
heh glad to see you are feeling better. Let me in on your secret? I could use it about now. 
and so begins another weekend of not quite knowing what to do with myself; though how that's different from weekdays isn't altogether clear.
for some reason i feel a very consumerist urge to run to barnes and noble and buy star wars dvds and a soy mocha.
i've been on a Cure kick for almost 3 weeks now. i've missed so much in the last...
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for some reason i feel a very consumerist urge to run to barnes and noble and buy star wars dvds and a soy mocha.
i've been on a Cure kick for almost 3 weeks now. i've missed so much in the last...
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finch:
new one or old one?
hell, i haven't seen either. i suck.
hell, i haven't seen either. i suck.
thejuanupsman:
hmm pent up rage. Maybe I should be more careful who I call a bastard? 
Does the yoga help with the rage too? I will think about it but yoga has always looked scary to me. Pretty flexible and graceful for a big mostly out of shape guy, but still you know big and out of shape. If I could stop thinking I think I could sleep... Went for a 4 hour bike ride today so I am hoping I have physically pushed myself enough that it will just happen.. hope you are feeling better
Does the yoga help with the rage too? I will think about it but yoga has always looked scary to me. Pretty flexible and graceful for a big mostly out of shape guy, but still you know big and out of shape. If I could stop thinking I think I could sleep... Went for a 4 hour bike ride today so I am hoping I have physically pushed myself enough that it will just happen.. hope you are feeling betterif you need me i'll be napping, a nap nap napping, in my chamber bed. zzzzzzz. (half days at work rule).
pb
pb
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delusion:
emailed you back
delusion:
read & reciprocated.
well girls and germs, its a bit difficult to SG when i have to put my mouse pointer over the up/down button, close my eyes, then scroll. why? because i'm so friggin sick the scrolling up/down motion makes me queasy and giddy in a not good way.
summer cold. summer flu. mono. sinus infection. complete physiological breakdown from lack of good sexxing...who knows??
all i...
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summer cold. summer flu. mono. sinus infection. complete physiological breakdown from lack of good sexxing...who knows??
all i...
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finch:
dude. my entire fucking basement flooded last night. (i've told you before that my room's in the basement, right?) so unhappy.
maurauder:
g'mornin sicky
EDIT:
is it bad to blow your nose and get a handful of blood for your trouble?
i feel like i have Captain Trips...those of you familiar with King's "The Stand" can dig it. -
pb
i happen to enjoy having dinner or lunch alone whilst reading a book in public. people make a point to ignore me as my solitude in the face of...
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is it bad to blow your nose and get a handful of blood for your trouble?
i feel like i have Captain Trips...those of you familiar with King's "The Stand" can dig it. -
pb
i happen to enjoy having dinner or lunch alone whilst reading a book in public. people make a point to ignore me as my solitude in the face of...
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finch:
help? drowning? be more specific. what's up?
finch:
nosebleeds? hmmmmm....that's really odd.
fuck iraq.
fuck bush.
fuck rummy.
fuck mondays.
fuck religion.
fuck mean people.
fuck 311.
fuck traffic.
fuck alarm clocks.
fuck bureaucracy.
fuck distance.
fuck everything.
and fuck me. please.
ah, now that i've that off my chest...this:
i happen to enjoy having dinner or lunch alone whilst reading a book in public. people make a point to ignore me as my solitude in the...
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fuck bush.
fuck rummy.
fuck mondays.
fuck religion.
fuck mean people.
fuck 311.
fuck traffic.
fuck alarm clocks.
fuck bureaucracy.
fuck distance.
fuck everything.
and fuck me. please.
ah, now that i've that off my chest...this:
i happen to enjoy having dinner or lunch alone whilst reading a book in public. people make a point to ignore me as my solitude in the...
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zephyra:
I'm sure it would still work. Are you trying to say that you wouldn't fuck me?
zephyra:
Ok, we'll see how you do when you come visit me.
bees
just one more go at it
please, humor me, love
if for nothing but remembrance
in the face of this...this desolation
twisted-jaded-fleshy-too real
shades of our former vitality
thin and idealistic
this bland industry forgets this
banal, beaten bank
of memories and nostalgia
wrapped 'round a dimming core
of what should have been
dreams and dogma, now dust and deceit
pale shrift
in place...
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just one more go at it
please, humor me, love
if for nothing but remembrance
in the face of this...this desolation
twisted-jaded-fleshy-too real
shades of our former vitality
thin and idealistic
this bland industry forgets this
banal, beaten bank
of memories and nostalgia
wrapped 'round a dimming core
of what should have been
dreams and dogma, now dust and deceit
pale shrift
in place...
Read More
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zephyra:
So now I'm curious to know what your "3 different plans" are? 
luckyp:
Hi. I liked your cheerful, optimistic post on the SG Singles Board!
I also like your pics...
-l*P
I also like your pics...
-l*P
i am also single. but i think its about fucking time. i am also nursing a bruised ego, and horrendously sexually frustrated.
how was your weeeeekend??? tell metell me tell me....