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'allo lovlies. pb intermission is over.

i'll not be going to Iraq this deployment cycle (Jan-May). the news came down from up on high this morning.

although i really wanted to go, i'm feeling strangely relieved. maybe it has something to do with the guessing-game they had me playing with the whole situation up until an hour or so ago. maybe i'm happy because several...
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scarydoll:
And I'm spending New Year's in Maryland. biggrin
zephyra:
kiss
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news:

i will get the definitive answer 29 Dec on whether i'll be headed to Iraq. also, the deployment date has been moved up to 10 Jan. so, if i do go, it'll be sooner than anticipated.

it all hinges on whether the other guy i'm to sub for is cleared by his doctor to go after just having minor back surgery. i wasn't aware...
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finch:
eh...it's a bone person. they think she might have lupis, which isn't -too- big of a deal
volkov:
enh. I hope you don't have to go. It's just colder than fuck out here right now and unpleasant.

I like the actor's commentary in some movies. if it's them sitting around just talking about the movie.
the one from Fight Club was pretty good. it just annoys me when they spend 5 minutes kissing up to the director or crew.

take it easy.

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kelland:
But I AM ALREADY that cool.
arachnequarius:
ohhhhhh, that does sound like a good day! hooplah and all that.

hopefully the nighttime was similarly entertaining, or perhaps restful. after a jamming day of physical and mental labour rest is ever so sweet.

and partial nudity is always implied! durrrrrrrh. wink tongue

i'm in a bit of a silly myself today. ummmm, not that that is exactly new. whatever

and to fully embrace the world of emoticons. kiss love
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...and all around the night sang out like cockatoos...


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...sometimes i feel so happy
sometimes i feel so sad
sometimes i feel just about everything
lately i'm just feeling bad...

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...you are everything....







-pb mad
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arachnequarius:
ahhhhhhh, i see. well, at least you have your humours about you. sort of.

how about if i do a little dance to cheer you up? *dances around* *makes funny face* *dances more*

better? biggrin

seriously, sweet ~ wishing for you a lovely saturday. kiss
tryst:
you should start a Cologne.

Painbearer:
The Essense of Melodrama.
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two updates in one day. this sort of tell-tale sign of little else to do is usually reserved for weekends. but, no work tomorrow so i spend extra time killing myself in the gym and jamming xbox with friends and updating my journal twice in one night (though admittedly the first entry was crap).

i'm an all or nothing creature. whatever i do, i do...
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laine666:
no need for an apology wink
she had real ice in her.
she got a new gyno and went out on a lecture junket.t
the new one put on a parka and really went like all the way inside.
i desparately wish i could remember where i read that story.
i was thinking it was an issue of McSweeney's Quarterly, but i couldn't find it


edited for a retarded spelling mistake

[Edited on Dec 17, 2004 5:43AM]
daghost:
Ask Away!
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i've only recently realized how funny midget porn is.


yes, i've been pretty bored lately.


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this won't hurt a bit. i gotta know what's inside you.
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scarydoll:
Does midget porn really have anything to do with what's inside you? Please say no.
zephyra:
it's incredibly too much.
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pain
sweat
breath
hooks
tears
nightmares
promises
scars
tourniquet
vindication
rage
revenge
lust
retribution
choler
insolence
affliction
hurt
fever
iron
deliverance
elucidation
blood
want
control
excess
burn
exoneration
chaos
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ghettoblaster:
thats good enough for me
thanks man
maurauder:
My return from the dead! Finals are over and I'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

My email is being janky but I'll write back to you as soon as it calms down. Still trying to settle on dates and times and finances and all that good stuff. Very exciting...

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in the past i was an overnight lover, a fleeting and angry bundle of sinew and flesh. a ne'er-do-well with more attention than one boy could honorably handle. i tore through hearts at breakneck speed. i was this whirlwind of lust and eyes and crooked smiles; oft leaving red-eyed ruin in my wake. i loved, intense adoration, the earnest stares and soft sighs. each and...
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smuffy:
for a 29 year old you sure have lived a lot.

what the fuck am I doing wrong?

skull
ghettoblaster:
Ha, thanks
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v0rge:
u still here man? i hope those sounds did not get ya, i would miss your poetic entrys.
delusion:
I will see you in January. And, hopefully, I will get drunk and ridiculous and do scandalous things before passing out sloppily across whatever patch of floor (or bureau drawer, I'm small and not picky) that you have reserved for me.


This is too good to pass up. wink biggrin
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oy there maggots!

back in, jacked in and ready to...whatever.

if i ever have to go to NJ again i'll probably rampage through the place, offing anyone who deems it necessary to remind me how quaint the pine barrens are. ugh.

visited new york. that was rad. i made someone a bit jealous by doing that, har har. i was amazed by how nice the...
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aliceinmyhead:
the clousre vhs is on my xmas list kiss
reacher:
Welcome back bro.

in a hotel room. nothing to do but sleep, work, and workout.

Gee, that sounds just like my home life. biggrin

I always have trouble sleeping in hotels. Crunchy pillows and such.

Both nervous and immensely excited at once, eh? Funny how those two are often intertwined. When I feel this way, I know I'm doing something right, or at least attempting right.

As far as the film -- it's being edited as we speak. The producers are planning to pimp it heavily to the film festival circuit, and after it makes it rounds there, maybe
IFC and Sundance channel as well. Unsure on how long this will all take, but I'll have details in my journal as things unfold.
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starting tomorrow, i will be out of town on business in NJ for about two weeks. i'm not sure what i'm going to do with myself without internet access. i've stocked up on books (like, 5. i read incessantly) and music. i'm borrowing a friend's xbox for when i'm in the hotel and not having any luck hitting on the girl at the counter. i...
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thejuanupsman:
Hope you are enjoying your trip. I have not been very good at responding or updating lately. But I do read. I just, feel, lately like I am failing at any attempts to really interact with people. Most of the time I would rather not say anything than struggle with having nothing to say. Anyway, hope to see you back soon.

Oh and quit trying to make me develop a chrush on Marauder. I have enough crushes. I don't need anymore. She is damn cute though. wink
crushjunkie:
Dude, get your ass back to the site, already. I need more snark in my diet. I'm beginning to wear thin.

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thanks to all for the nice comments. made the experience a bit less...bashful for me.

so what am i going to do about it all? well, sit alone in my box and drink chocolate soy milk and have a bag o popcorn and watch Dawn of the Dead director's cut. i feel like i should be out there in the cold, the wild--hunting up some...
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olsen:
today wasn't the bad one actually.....but a few days back, I lost a job that had just been offered to me. Because I didn't call my new boss back. He had left a detailed message with one of my roommates. And my roommate never gave it to me. By the time I found out that there had been a message, he had already decided that I'm horribly irresponsible and that he didn't want to work with me. This wasn't just any job, either. It really was a dream come true, once in a lifetime opportunity.
captsparrow:
chocolate and zombies...great combo. the director's cut is definitely on my list of things to buy when I get some cash.

I'm pretty sure that's Tegan. Hot.