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i was going to be quiet and just let my acct expire when it was time, but i dont think that is right. apnea, katie, voltaire, those were most of my reasons for staying around here. now that they are gone...

http://www.livejournal.com/community/sgirls/
http://www.myspace.com/godsgirls
myspace group

some sources of info. some of it is gossip, but you can see for yourselves that some of it comes...
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i guess i would just feel differently if everyone were treated the same. everyone were treated with honesty and respect. that is what i would expect from my... boss? manager? the person who gives me the paycheck?
i dont really know what to call it, i guess it is all those things and none of them...
i knew it was bad, but i dont think...
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things around 'here' suck. in 3 months (just got renewed...) i am gone.
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buckknuckle:
It's been one year and it seemed a good time to move on to other things. I spend too much time on here. I'm glad to have met a few people and I like the naked ladies, but I need to work on things and the less to distract me the better. I'll probably waste my time with myspace or something. At least that's free. kiss
buckknuckle:
And you should send me nakey pictures too.
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i was paid one of the nicest, sweetest compliments today. It was by almost a complete stranger. She gave me 2 stargazer lillies and a red rosebud, and told me she picked the lillies because they remind her of me. Beautiful, unique, sophisticated, all around lovely... and the rose was for the quote on my arm. Sonja is wonderful. I cried alot this afternoon. the...
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buckknuckle:
Yeah! I'm so glad you are feeling better. Go get yer learn on!
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i am paring down, cutting out the bullshit, going to try to live a minimalist's life.
minimal everything.
we'll see.
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everafter:
I haven't been around much lately, how ya been?
dan76:
ty
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knives on the brain...
not for hurting myself, but for selling...
anyone need knives?
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theseadog:
Like, for cutting food with? No. I have no food. Or are they for stabbing people with? In which case, yes. Plus, then "ll need knives for food as well...
filmme:
i could use a knife...

but dont want to buy one...


umm hi.
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nothing to report. nothing worth reporting.
everafter:
No news is good news? Maybe? Maybe not...
alpo:
Nice choice of favorite film. smile (I still remember the first time I saw it in the theater.) And of "makes me happy." Me too. blackeyed

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i feel like i should post just so i dont have to look at that other post right now. i dont think ill edit it, because its the most authentic thing ive posted in quite some time...
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theseadog:
I know what you mean. Just don't forget that it really is possible, ok? I forgot, and it almost passed me up because of it. It never lasts, but that's why yu just have to enjoy it as much as you can while it's there. When the bad times hit, you've got those memories to distract you from he bullshit.

I just wish the bullshit didn't outnumber the happy times. That's the real pain in the ass.
everafter:
glad your back hon smile
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triyng not to let past hurts cloud present judgement.
any ideas?
jermhawk:
Drink alot!
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'and i'm frantically piling up sandbags against the flood waters of fatigue and insecurity...'
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disdain:
and all this time, sandbags were for pussies.
theseadog:
You should fill those sandbags with your radness if you really want them to hold.