I started my personal path of discovery and understanding, and it led to ways to control myself, my desires, my addictions, what stops me and gets me going in life. 7 was my mark. 7 years of solitude. What makes a person want things in life? A car, a house, a family. I dunno, maybe I have grown colder then originally intended. But this heartlessness is keeping me on track. It's keeping me focus on my life. It is also distancing me from my family. I need to get me in order and then I won't be a danger to anyone.
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It's not that I take life to seriously, it's just that life is atm and has been for a minute, a little serious. I have to take life seriously sometime...