Born-Again Virgin --- Wikipedia
I have chosen to be without physical sexual satisfaction for 1 year at least. i have been celibate for a few weeks or so already. for the sake of keeping good time, i am starting my time as of june 1st. going without sex, in any physical way, until june 1st 2019, possibly longer. why would a person do this? well, i do it to strengthen myself. I went celibate before, maybe i was 15 or so, 2 years i went that time. never have i been able to go more then 6 months since then. i enjoy the challenge of refraining from this release. however, it begs the question, what do i do with the energy building up? for now, i choose to direct it towards work. i really do not care if others are working hard like me or not, i am going to do a good job. work is as of right now, my only physical outlet. there is a gym right up the road. i may join it and really see where this energy takes me. After all, it is all about energy.
