It was not my intent to suay people in any wich way. Little did i realize the people were growing closer based on my script i have spent my entire life writing. In order to make a play one has to act out the script. In other worda, talk is cheap but if you gain the audiences confidence and trust, that means something. That means...
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outeryou:
Lesson for the people, forgive and forget but learn. Somtimes a dumbass just needs to be a dumbass till he wants to change. And i want to change. I have changed. I am changing. I will change. Its not easy. But i love it. Thank you all :):):)
bookcouple:
Good luck

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va·grant
ˈvāɡrənt/
noun
noun: vagrant; plural noun: vagrants
  1. 1.
    a person without a settled home or regular work who wanders from place to place and lives by begging.
    synonyms: street person, homeless person, tramp, hobo, drifter, down-and-out, derelict, beggar; More
    itinerant, wanderer, nomad, traveler, vagabond, transient;
    informalbag lady, bum;
    literarywayfarer
    "a temporary home for vagrants"
    • ARCHAIC
      a wanderer.
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      a bird that...
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a·pos·tle
əˈpäsəl/
noun
noun: apostle; plural noun: apostles
. a vigorous and pioneering advocate or supporter of a particular policy, idea, or cause.
"Leo Buscaglia, leading apostle of love and okayness"
a·pos·tate
əˈpäˌstāt,əˈpästət/
noun
  1. 1.
    a person who renounces a religious or political belief or principle.
    synonyms: dissenter, defector, deserter, traitor, backslider, turncoat;More
adjective
  1. 1.
    abandoning a religious or political...
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18 The one who conceals his hatred speaks lies,+

And the one spreading malicious reports* is stupid.

Soon as I decide to go back to solitude i feel it. Raw power. Instantly. I am inspired again. All these thoughts and emotions coming to me. Like night and day. Wow. Not sure how i want to direct all this. But it is not to be ignored. I must pursue this power. Where ever it may lead. They saythere is safety in numbers. I...
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I have been on a path of self development for a long time now. I think I have run into a spot that all eventually come to when pursuing self awareness. All is for not. In other words i don't want family, I don't want success, I don't want love, I don't want the opposite of those things either. I don...
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outeryou:
Things make people ugly. So things I do not want.
outeryou:
I forget how much writing helps.

Here I go. Same thing I did in my home state, Alaska. I have earned my place at the top of the "people's court". For lack of a better word for it. Sitting with people of real power, not just at the table of one people's either. Though I am focusing on one table at a time. My actions, my use of knowledge...
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outeryou:
Through this life experience I have gained a.real friend. I need to consider that. It wasn't really my intent and it is very good. And.it also put more value on the situation.  I must be more careful. I must take steps to not bring dRama from one side to and another. If the end result ends in violence, I have to take responsibility for that.  If I can see, and it is seen, that I made a mistake leading to the violence, then I must answer for that and help defend.

I happy now. I got an interview at a job. Seems promising. I have been at this point before though. People give me there word that they will hire me, then they put me off, week after week. Wasting my time on. At least an interview is not a promise of a job. I still have to earn the job by talking through the interview...
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