The energy building is incredible. Everyday it grows. I miss the gym, for two weeks now. I gaze at the eye candy here on SG. It is getting to the point where i see some of these girls in my mind. Randomly.
This is not creating feelings of attachment. Lust, hell yeah. This energy is fasinating. Seems to be undeniable. But still i wonder, what can/should do with it. Other then have sex.
I can just give in. Have sex. Masturbate. Whatever. But that wont get me the answers, the power i seek. For knowledge is power.
