I never did buy into the whole fear idea. I mean, fear what, "fear that if you fall down you can break your neck". hmm, since birth humans are designed to fall down and get back up. "fear the dark cause we cant see" hmm, we were born into the dark, knowing relativity nothing i mean, literally feeling our way around everywhere, and completely dependent on a perfect stranger or strangers. "fear the end of the world" hmm, why is the world going to end, and what makes ANYONE think that they can determine that. "theory of evolution" hmm, man was scared of looking to an entity that they can not see, so they made a theory and are now implementing this theory as fact. These examples, (just the meaning of them not the exact examples), in a big way relate to most of the fear i see in people on a day to day basis. most of it is not talked about, none of it is talked about very much.
So what made these feeling arise in people? why is it that, thinking about our morality in anyway, as a whole, seems to be the worst thing ever, for anyone. i love my mortality, not knowing if i am going to die, not knowing if someone is lurking in a dark ally, not knowing if the world is going to end or what happens to us after we die or what happens if i jump a quad and let go in mid air. finding out how far i can push my self before i end my mortality was a great experience for me, very painful in every single way, but good none the less because experiencing taught me so much more the just listening ever did. my mortality is the only reason i am alive today.
Now that i am older, i do not wish to push my mortality by finding out what it is going to take to kill me. lol harsh i know but i am a blunt person lol nowadays i wish to push my mortality by challenging mortality itself, in a different way this time, by seeking knowledge of our existence, for i think the meaning of life is to pursue, anything, and i am choosing knowledge to pursue, followed by the beauty of the female body, topped off with marijuana.
