:04 The next taste in this race as i keep pace with the ace in first place has got to be this, running through forests wild and free dodging trees, as my speed increases finding my own trail i'm following down the road i know hell paved for me, still i see God and the rest i intend to share, as i develop a heart and start to care, a part of me falls short of honoring the feeling, i wanna push abort but, choosing a meaning that deeply means something to me is what i'm thinking are lessons i see, difficult translations like alien tech, writings on walls all around my brain what the heck, i see carvings, pictures, words i can't explain, drawing them makes since but a skill i've yet to attain, writing is the gift i use along with minor portrayals of life's little interludes. Betrayals with in strife breaking my trust in who? I don't wanna point fingers so i simply look in the mirror, amongst the myriads of faces facing back at me, the one that stands out the most is the face looking at the back of my head, my fiend. 1:00
1:13 Being free includes breaking the chains that bind me to being me, be open to change willing to depart the part of me that started it all, the kid can stay but the way has got to change, turning down a road making another way to go, i must think of a plan that doesn't include harming a human, i mean what would it matter if i spent all this time and effort making life good then turned into a manic demonic hater cause i decided to take a life in some neighborhood. I wouldn't kill for fun only to defend my family some, so i keep it real and express how i feel with words that i peel from the paper and stone keeping them here, i pay for being stoned it lets me roam with out leaving my home, all alone in my comfort zone till the day i hear the call of someone calling, then i'll follow the sound where ever it goes, stay with it all around if i don't see, i'll wait patiently till the vision of what i'll do successfully turns into being true, i'm not blue just because i miss her too, i simply use the energy produced from feeling frisky or emotional to form my life into what i want it to be. a roller coaster... 2:15
2:16 Chaotic admissions from sporadic sources, intermissions intersecting the will to be sure, confidence dismissed as acts of peasants, what am i saying this for? i am above no one and no one is no more, so if i'm the one that comes from the floor into the game then let it be known, i am not the same nor will you take it away, we have all the same but are different each day, pick and choose where to play your game through shame or flame, make each step the one the make, choose to do what's right for you if that's helping others too then good for you, read through the words given to you through a code only few knew, pick up a book and read the pages, who knows what you'll find in the nooks and crannies of life's slap happy mind formed by sages... 3:00