This emotion inside gets me high then makes me cry. Why do these feelings of mine intertwine with bad sign? I would know if they made it to my mind, but they stop at my head bringing tears to my eye. I'm not the type of guy to admit that i cry but i do, and let's face it, so do you. It's not that i'm blue though there were a few i was into. I just have no clue what to do to turn my emotional rampage into a functional mental fan page.
What's happening? My brain is crapping on me. Getting lost and mixed up between making it fixed up. It's fucked. So what. I've patched enough stuff. Time to get tough but not so rough. This time it's not mind it's feelings of mine i find. Like a mine field with just one mine. If i find the bomb i blow myself up, but i gotta defuse it to use it and choose to move it into the attic. Same place as my addict. Now he's a satanic, manic fanatic, least it was when i crammed it in its case, cause it was stamped with disgrace, cause it got in everyone's face, and destroyed my place.
This is not fake, it's how i trace the trace amount of hate i have stored at my gate. I've selected to construct constructs to protect my name from burning up. Now i need to make a vessel to explore what's fucked up and nestled at my door. I wrestle with it some more. I'm guessing it wants to settle the score. I'm not sure. I accept the lore and pour right into my core. The part that tore through me like a raging beast, *achuu* i had to sneeze...
