Damn. I been fighting for so long. I'm not even sure what to do. I control my addiction now. I have accomplished a lot of my personal goals, enough to relax and have a little fun anyways. I work day labor. Fuck 4-5 every morning. Earns me mines every day.
Seems to me the people recognize now. They fucking better. Cause my terms are met....
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outeryou:
Dear Jehovah God. I come before you today to ask you to help the people. The street. The responsible. The homless. Please bless them with strength, enduranc, health, rest and real smiles. Please provide for all exactly what they need, each one individually, please help us humans in a way that only you can. I love the people. I really do. The introduction was awseome. The stay was great. Their exile actually taught me a lot. Also hindered me a little for now my heart is closed off. I still show love when i can. I guess forgivness just doesnt come natural to me. Never has really. I need help as well Jehovah, i must admit. I need what ever you think is best. For i just do not know. Thank you for listening with unending patience and limitless knowledge. Through your son Jesus Christ, I pray, Ahmen.
I set precedence to get me "in". Into the people. Now i should be learning. I am not affliated with any group of people. But, i see a group effort.
The people in my old neighborood were like, "gimme all you personal information. And give it to me now". I was like "NO!!! not only that but fuck you too". Then i got kicked out...
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Here again. Doing great in life. Moving forward in life. Ive earned respect. At least alittle. At least i thought i have. Then my own father is a saftey risk. Neglecting a powerful controlled substance. Neglecting the importance, the severity, the resonsibility of keeping drugs completly out of reach of childeren.
If someone, family or not, has been told that the kids could die if...
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outeryou:
Instead of letting me get my stuff. He calls the cops. Risking yet another persons life because that cop has important stuff to do. Not only but risking putting me in jail and wrecking my life again.
outeryou:
What a good Dad
Going through it now. Bout to be kicked out. Doing the best i ever did. I get kicked out for standng up for the kids. I admit i went overboard. But its my nephews, his grandkids, and my marijuana products.
Repeatedly over the last 5 months or so i been telling him to keep my shit out of reach of the kids. I explain the...
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outeryou:
Umm...i think i need to think
outeryou:
...Well that feels right...
I cant do shit. Comps broke. Gym got no music. Fam cant make sure my shit is away from the kids. I cant flow. I cant write. I cant fight. I cant see what's right. I cant sleep at night. I cant eat right. I cant feel right. Things arent right...
outeryou:
Bi polar moment
outeryou:
Grr aaannddd the gym is closed now too.I JUST GOT THE TEXT grr
I must resist the need to carresse a girl from her head to between her knees down her legs and to her feet. As this beat instills me with heat i meet this feat head on cause it's neat and a part of me.
outeryou:
*tick tick tick*👀 iss only a year...my precious 👀*tick tick tick*
I am 33. From alaska, usa. I speak english but use google translate to communicate in other languages. I have been isolated for many years. I work at KFC. I have been celibate for a couple months now. Recently i have started to learn more, and socializing more. I enjoy learning. About anything. Literally. I enjoy walking all day sometimes, from mountain to mountain. I...
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outeryou:
OUTERYOU:I am only wanting one girlfriend but many friends who are girls. Course this all takes time but yeah.
The energy building is incredible. Everyday it grows. I miss the gym, for two weeks now. I gaze at the eye candy here on SG. It is getting to the point where i see some of these girls in my mind. Randomly.
This is not creating feelings of attachment. Lust, hell yeah. This energy is fasinating. Seems to be undeniable....
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