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Woke up this morning feeling horrible... could barely get out of bed... but I knew I had too since I have an exam today and lots of other things that I need to do... spent the first hour up in a haze but now some how i'm feeling a ton better... i'm still over heating like crazy but that I can deal with... wish me luck on my first exam and the next 6 hours of sitting in the same class room... dang... ohh well I can see the light at the end now so thats good

On another note my kid was kicking more ass then ever today... he had 3 phase changes (for those normal people out there it means he gets to move on to the next challenge) today and actually participated in alot of the activities I'm so happy that things are going good with my practicum... the last thing I needed was the feeling of not being able to help these kids...

P.S.
if only i was taller
if i had a million dollars
maybe then you'd be with me
if only i was eighteen
and had the courage of the a-team
maybe then you'd be with me
but for now i'll have to dream
about your smile cuz you're not
here and all i want to say is
that i really miss you
if i could surf a little beeter
if i had sumner's sweater
maybe then you'd be with me
if only i had more time
if i had mike ness' hairline
then you'd want to be with me
if only you weren't so fine
if only i wasn't so blind
i'd find a way
to make you stay
then maybe i'd see you
if i woke up
with all these things
would it even change your feelings
none of that is even me
but for now i'll have to
wait another week
to see your face and all i want to
say is that i really miss you