oscarstrawberry

Man, this whole suicide girls thing is driving my crazy.
I get why the manfriend doesn't want me to do it, but I want it SO bad. Like, everything for the past few months has sucked to the maxx (my father has a few months to live and my mother tried to kill herself and threatened to kill my little brother. It was crazy so I've been in a major fml kinda mood) and this would make me so happy.
And if it was the other way round, I'd just want him to be happy and if he was getting his kit out on the net, I'd be all 'Hell yeah, that's my man and you can't have him.'

I don't wanna just go ahead and do it 'cause we live together and have been together for 3 years, so I'd be gutted if he broke up with me. But I'm really going to resent him if i don't and I don't want that either... I'll always look back and wonder if it could've been me... (I got past the first bit, just needa get nekkid).

Anyway, /end whining. What's the craic with you guys and gals? Weekend plans? Me and Mr J. Daniels have a date.
And this eve I'm just playing about taking photos for some silly messageboard comp:




Oh, and I'm starting Hula Hooping classes next month! Was gonna do pole dancing, but I think hooping is just as sexy and its way cheaper!