optimistickid

my head is making noises again. it won't stop thinking. my parents are fighting. my aunt's in the hospital. the constant loop of the same conversations and arguments are getting to me. why did i take this job? i don't want it. i feel so directionless. this job is taking me nowhere. not even nowhere i want to be. simply nowhere. i can't keep living like this, equating my time to a paycheck. i can't keep living like this at all. i need a way out. but one that doesn't hurt too much. but i don't think that's possible.