the countdown is on... i'm quitting my job! my last day will be february 23, 2007. i can't wait until that day comes.
i work as an analyst at a pharmacy benefit management company. i've been there since Sept 2004 as a temp, but only recently got hired permanently this past August. my job invovles being a part of the Medicare Part D reconciliation team. thrilling stuff.
for my job, i have to sit in front of a computer screen almost all day. i come home with headaches, sore eyes, sore back, and a sore neck on a regular basis. that's not even the worst part. in Oct 2005 my left leg started hurting me. in the past year I've been to 2 orthopedic doctors, 2 chiropractors, 2 physical therapies, 1 regular doctor, had x-ray's, 1 MRI (and am going for another one on Monday) and my leg still hurts me.
the doctors said i probably have ishial bursitis, but apparently they can't prove it. my MRI came back negative. i don't believe i have a tear because i can run and i feel fine. i can bend and stretch my leg any which way and i feel fine. it's when i sit down that i am in pain. so i do believe that i probably have an extreme case of bursitis. and since i sit down at work all day i've come to the conclusion that i will never get better if i stay at this job.
my plan is to stay home and stay off my leg for as long as it takes to get better. i have a feeling it could take at least a couple months since this has been going on for so long. luckily i have enough money saved, and i still live with my parents, so i can afford to take the time off. i don't plan on getting another job until i am 100% better, no matter how long that takes.
i should have quit this job a long time ago when i first started feeling this pain. i was an idiot for staying there so long. i was obsessed with saving up money to get my mini cooper. well now i need to do what's right. my health comes before anything else.
ughh... my parents arguing down the hall from my room right now. this sucks. my family has a lot of problems. i don't feel like writing anymore so i'm gonna end this right here.
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holy shit, i closed my door but my parents just had this huge argument outside my door and i heard all of it. i just found out that my dad thinks my mom is having an affair with some guy who used to work at her job. i think my dad went to her job when she wasn't there and tried to get the guys number or address. holy crap.... i feel like shit. there are so many things i wish i could change. i just feel helpless and hopeless right now. there's nothing i can do to fix this. i wish i could close my eyes and make it all go away
i work as an analyst at a pharmacy benefit management company. i've been there since Sept 2004 as a temp, but only recently got hired permanently this past August. my job invovles being a part of the Medicare Part D reconciliation team. thrilling stuff.
for my job, i have to sit in front of a computer screen almost all day. i come home with headaches, sore eyes, sore back, and a sore neck on a regular basis. that's not even the worst part. in Oct 2005 my left leg started hurting me. in the past year I've been to 2 orthopedic doctors, 2 chiropractors, 2 physical therapies, 1 regular doctor, had x-ray's, 1 MRI (and am going for another one on Monday) and my leg still hurts me.
the doctors said i probably have ishial bursitis, but apparently they can't prove it. my MRI came back negative. i don't believe i have a tear because i can run and i feel fine. i can bend and stretch my leg any which way and i feel fine. it's when i sit down that i am in pain. so i do believe that i probably have an extreme case of bursitis. and since i sit down at work all day i've come to the conclusion that i will never get better if i stay at this job.
my plan is to stay home and stay off my leg for as long as it takes to get better. i have a feeling it could take at least a couple months since this has been going on for so long. luckily i have enough money saved, and i still live with my parents, so i can afford to take the time off. i don't plan on getting another job until i am 100% better, no matter how long that takes.
i should have quit this job a long time ago when i first started feeling this pain. i was an idiot for staying there so long. i was obsessed with saving up money to get my mini cooper. well now i need to do what's right. my health comes before anything else.
ughh... my parents arguing down the hall from my room right now. this sucks. my family has a lot of problems. i don't feel like writing anymore so i'm gonna end this right here.
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holy shit, i closed my door but my parents just had this huge argument outside my door and i heard all of it. i just found out that my dad thinks my mom is having an affair with some guy who used to work at her job. i think my dad went to her job when she wasn't there and tried to get the guys number or address. holy crap.... i feel like shit. there are so many things i wish i could change. i just feel helpless and hopeless right now. there's nothing i can do to fix this. i wish i could close my eyes and make it all go away