why pretend to hide
In such plain view that I can see the whites of your eyes.
The smile on your face
your warm embrace
Yet you keep your distance
Always walk away
Before we can feel contentment
After wegive in to touch
Before you can offer commitment
After you've had enough
But your beauty is unfading
and your smile is sincere
Your eyes fear...
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In such plain view that I can see the whites of your eyes.
The smile on your face
your warm embrace
Yet you keep your distance
Always walk away
Before we can feel contentment
After wegive in to touch
Before you can offer commitment
After you've had enough
But your beauty is unfading
and your smile is sincere
Your eyes fear...
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user092840:
Happy Birthday! 
pharmgirl:
Happy birthday!
I can't really see you...I avert my eyes.
Can't handle the image. I'll go blind.
Are you for real? That coy smile.
Your hair in your eyes. So beautifull... While
I sit in contemplation. As you glance at me.
So filled with admiration. You'r all I want to see.
Your eyes brighten sligthly. But then you look away.
But could I evr deserve you? I...
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Can't handle the image. I'll go blind.
Are you for real? That coy smile.
Your hair in your eyes. So beautifull... While
I sit in contemplation. As you glance at me.
So filled with admiration. You'r all I want to see.
Your eyes brighten sligthly. But then you look away.
But could I evr deserve you? I...
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reina_confundida:
the last email that i sent you was cruel, and i am sorry about that. it is not normally my nature and i am ashamed that i took out something on you that had little to do with you.
i thought about stopping in saranac lake today, driving from plattsburgh, mostly headed nowhere. i still want your brother to do some work for me, someday.
hope you are well.
i thought about stopping in saranac lake today, driving from plattsburgh, mostly headed nowhere. i still want your brother to do some work for me, someday.
hope you are well.
cureelise:
i had a huge scare last night that would have sent me into some very very very deep depression , but the doctor said i'm ok . phew. i was freaking big time. i miss talking to u. how are things with u ? what are u up to lately. not much is going on for me except being pregnant
well I'm back now...not that anyone really noticed I was gone, I'm sure. But for those who might read this...my internet was down for a while while I moved...that's right...I moved. New apartment and such. The most exciting thing in my life right now...my own room and my new bed...it's huge(for me anyway), and oh so comfortable. Been working like crazy lately...but what's new. Hope...
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cureelise:
nothing like breaking in a new bed . OH YEAH. nice having u back with us. i've been doing a lot of shit since we last chatted. was over in scotland and ireland for a wekk. been doing some back up vocals for my friends band. we just got done recording some shit in the studio yesterday. my voice is just returning.
Where were you when I needed?
seemed the world was caving in.
The trees collapse and crash to the ground and the mountains shatter and the sky rains down. The end is near I can finally hear it coming.
When the trupet sounds, where will I be?
Broken and bound, I beg, "Will you save me." But the effort seems so futile.
I finally give...
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seemed the world was caving in.
The trees collapse and crash to the ground and the mountains shatter and the sky rains down. The end is near I can finally hear it coming.
When the trupet sounds, where will I be?
Broken and bound, I beg, "Will you save me." But the effort seems so futile.
I finally give...
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fiesty:
Damn that is beautiful, something about a man that writes poetry is so damn sexy. Have a wonderful weekend and hope you have a great easter as well!!
P.S I love your eyes, I am all about eyes
Take care man
P.S I love your eyes, I am all about eyes
Take care man
pureblu12225:
sounds like a song...keep your chin up
Under Exposure to your system of thought.
I can't seem...
no, I wouldn't dream to understand
Over exposure to your verbal assult
I try to scheme
but I can't seem to make amends
I try to stand up but you knock me down.
I'm tired of fighting just to hold my ground.
If all you need is a victim, and all you want is to...
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I can't seem...
no, I wouldn't dream to understand
Over exposure to your verbal assult
I try to scheme
but I can't seem to make amends
I try to stand up but you knock me down.
I'm tired of fighting just to hold my ground.
If all you need is a victim, and all you want is to...
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mercie:
wow. i just saw your picture and all at the members section, you know how people are displayed on the left hand side... wow, look at the music you like... I frigging love C&C and Atreyu. Every time I Die, Thursday... Among other fabulous rock bands. good stuff. Plus, I see "any old school horror" movies, and that's all me too. I had to make your acquaintance, and say hello. And, I can't vouch for myself, but I've been told on a few occasions I'm cute and that I have pretty eyes. I saw your picture of you in OC too - OC rocks. It's Maryland's/NJ's little paradise. Come by my little corner of the world and say hi to me if you feel like it!
cureelise:
just saying hey from Belfast. been hungover for most of the trip.
Hate consumes me...I'm tired of being a push-over. I'm done.
As I watch the last pedal fall...a thought resounds...an echo in the, ever elusive, emptiness of my mind. Why is the last of beauty taken for granted? This is the most potent. The bud is just a flash and the opening, a delight... Only hints of what is to come. Quivering...struggling to hold on? Or fighting to let go? Why hold on? The memories...the adventure...the...
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cureelise:
let me know when u r free to chat , i could really use an ear that will actually listen.
Blah...so the hunt for a new band is on. If anyone is looking for a bassist or singer or anything in the boston aria...let me know. I hate it when people flake out on you. But that's what happens when you don't deal with serious musicians.
Have I lost the path to life...or is the trial overgrown. I feel like someone's watching...yet I feel so...
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cureelise:
awwww looking for a new band to join can be real shitty. been there done it , hated it, never want to have to do it again. being in a band can be a bitch at times, especially when people are huge flakes and not serious about anything that they do or dream of doing. shit how many band members have i told off? LOL and some of them weren't even in my band. i would go to my friends band practice and get into it with the drummer. he would be like dammit Beetle must u two always get into like u are married and shit. i ended up dating the drummer for a year . LOL. then my friend was like dammit now kalib is going to get all horney and shit cause Beetle is going to come in here wearing fishnets and looking all cute, then he is going to be more into her and band practice is going to be over in 10 mins tops. someone bet me on it.
awwww looking for a new band to join can be real shitty. been there done it , hated it, never want to have to do it again. being in a band can be a bitch at times, especially when people are huge flakes and not serious about anything that they do or dream of doing. shit how many band members have i told off? LOL and some of them weren't even in my band. i would go to my friends band practice and get into it with the drummer. he would be like dammit Beetle must u two always get into like u are married and shit. i ended up dating the drummer for a year . LOL. then my friend was like dammit now kalib is going to get all horney and shit cause Beetle is going to come in here wearing fishnets and looking all cute, then he is going to be more into her and band practice is going to be over in 10 mins tops. someone bet me on it. Added a little freehand background to my left arm...sleeve is starting to come together...slowly but surely. I love tattoos.
Pull the curtain and dim the lights...I feel dreams washing over me...awareness fades and I believe...this is where I need to be.
Pull the curtain and dim the lights...I feel dreams washing over me...awareness fades and I believe...this is where I need to be.
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cureelise:
hmmm looks like u have two females who think u r totally hot. this could get interesting.
reina_confundida:
hehe. can i join the list?
seriously though, send me some more email, i lost yours in a tragic mac reconfiguring that had to occur this evening. i really would like to go to a show if you're playing around somewhere,,,,,,
seriously though, send me some more email, i lost yours in a tragic mac reconfiguring that had to occur this evening. i really would like to go to a show if you're playing around somewhere,,,,,,
And so the nightmare ends...with the notion of solidarity that trancends all truth. It's only a break in the silence and the screams will resound again. Take me by the hair...pull back...run your blade across my neck. Cause I'm tired of this petty game...and only resentment remains. And as my last drop of life falls down my chest...I want you to look me in the...
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cureelise:
miss talking with u, my hours are soooo weird now . since there are two of us and not just one.
cureelise:
will have to see when i'm going to be making my way up there. it should be soon. have family in the area that i need to visit. u could always come philly . u have a place to stay .
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How can one day still haunt my memory? You're still so vivid in my mind. Defiance set in your eyes and your taunting smile. You are such an angel to me. All it took was one look and I was lost to you. Like a devil holding onto my soul. So I'll wait untill the day that we can be together. I never thought that...
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cureelise:
thanks for making me all teary eyed. this will be a great look at work.
The stars pass by more quickly and I feel myself spinning through time, space and reality, with know idea where I am. Your face flashes by and I can't distiguish memory from reality. I want what I can't have or what was long forgotten in a place that is locked away forever in the back of my mind. Come to me...you hold the key...hold me...
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cureelise:
i'm totally in love with your eyes
cureelise:
hey I miss talking with u.