obsidity

I wish I knew how to dance, and that my knee would hold up well enough for me to do so. Then I might would have a soul again.

HA HA

YOURE AWESOME


Hope Life Is Treating You Well




Love

MAMA

not really manic depressive, just a little like picking daisy petals manic depressive...
Okay, off to the fabric store, with two around the world snaps, and a kiss in 'Z' formation for you

oh, this one is definately my favorite poster of them all. I've been meaning to buy it for awhile.

*hug* Been there.

hey... been away for a while myself. glad to hear you have had some good stuff, and sorry to hear the downside of it. sounds like it's been a quick ride into some emotionally complex territory. I hope you're doing okay. At this point I've never dated anyone with children, but it's been complicated when my friends have done it... not that it can't be great mind you, but you definitely have to be in a particular mindset for it. Sounds like you have been starving for a sincere emotional connection... I can definitely identify with that. It's been a long time since I was really in love. I'm definitely noticing it.

okay... I'll end the sob story ; ) Feel free to e-mail if you need to vent

huh? please 'splain...

she told you her version of my version etc. i have no idea what she said but i've never dissed you or anything if thats what you mean

- so where the fuck are you anyway! dude. the rain on the deck without accordian is so mundane

[Edited on Dec 01, 2003 12:55PM]

That is the best part about other people's babies, you get to give them BACK.

I think you have it exactly right about computers. But some people are good enough at the game that it isn't boring to them.

nice chill shtuff... very similar to what's been on my decks recently.

heheh... i wish everyone thought of computers like that, then maybe we wouldn't have to work so hard to make video games for em.
actually it would be a pretty emersive game if you could box it up and advertise nice... like a web browser that had a really complex ai that would just mess with ya in a creative intelligent way that related to you.


the pictures on that chill site are really nice btw

[Edited on Nov 29, 2003 7:18AM]

What's in Nevada? And I am coming to SF in Dec. to see The Weirdos at Slim's! That means...mission style burritos, Amoeba and lotsa trouble trying to park

Will you be back?

your stats rule!!!
i am such a huge fan of master miyazaki... i mean the dude just rules! if i could ever find an artist that could actually do it justice i would totally get his forest backgrounds tattoo'd over all my skin... ok so there would be lotsa kodama as well, cause they just rule

and the goggles? ten stars outa 5!
same ones i wear when i'm turnin m'decks... sweet! ciyaow!




[Edited on Nov 15, 2003 9:27AM]

Okay, that's it... you've been gone to long. I'm going to have to ask you to come back. Now. : )

Hope you're having fun though

First of all... Nausicaa is my favorite anime EVER... although I'm a pitiful human being because I've never read the manga. I will though... damnit.

Hmmm... I'm not sure I know enough about your situation to even offer my opinion, but I can offer my opinion about the situation as far as it's described here. I'm guessing you want opinions since it's in your journal ; )

I've tried a lot of "partial" solution relationships at this point in my life. By that I mean, "well, I like this and this, I know this is probably a bad idea, but it could just be great if.... maybe I could just ignore that problem." And they have never worked out for me. Although I'm not sure if you consider the difference in lifestyle/mentality a problem. Maybe you are actually wanting to change yourself, so an opportunity to go in that direction is desired. If that is the case, then I'd say go for it as well.

I do have to say that in my opinion, that good relationships aren't ONLY about feeling something though. I think that's integral, but sometimes you can feel something for someone who is entirely wrong for you in a functional day to day sense. Those relationships can be passionate and exciting, but they are very difficult to maintain and usually involve a lot of sacrifice and repression. Sometimes I think that can be just what you need in life, but I personally am hoping to find something that allows me to lead the life I want AND be in a passionate and honest relationship. I guess it just depends on where you're at and what you're looking for. And if you think it can be a functional and passionate relationship then you should definitely pursue it in my opinion.

BTW... I always date people I am friends with, and I am still friends with ALL of my ex-girlfriends except one who just disappeared from my life completely (moved as well). In fact, they are some of my best friends in the world (yes, I'm sick I guess). So I think you can date a friend, and come out of it if it doesn't work out with a friend... as long as you're willing to weather the storm, and are always honest, sincere, and communicative about what you want and what you are feeling. Just my blurb. k... gotta go to work.

Happy travels wherever you are going : )

And I haven't resorted to drugs.... YET! Although the whole music thing has a similar effect for me sometimes : )

Heh... just read the Juliana Supplemental to the discussion, and I'd say it scares me personally. Mostly just because it sounds like there's not much solid connection (mostly the drinking/fooling around thing) and that temporary solutions when a kid is involved are always MUCH more difficult and detrimental. I know it sounds unfair to people with kids who want to date, but it's just really difficult for the kids... just seen it happen several times.

heh... I guess maybe you won't read this for a while... hope you had fun : )

i am lucky if i can stay up past 11pm.

**grabs cane**

Rain makes me happy.

Poor thing! Screw work, stay home and nurse yourself to health. Or have some pretty thing do it for you. Ok, maybe you have to go, but there is no justice in the world! Make them play some very angsty music while you're posing at least...
May be a bad time to mention that I get to sleep in all day tomorrow and be naughty... Well, it'll serve me right to be sick next then. Get better!

what do you need to catch up on? other than sleep and sobriety?

"luck". if i could be i would be your valcore.

hi, i'm alive. i don't know how i got home, i assumed i got a ride from you, but i guess not. oh well.

sorry for worrying you.