Thursday Feb 26, 2004

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I'm home early and sober. I should be studying for my written exam, but, since I'm sober, my mind is racing and I can't really focus. I could slow it down with booze, but that's not so good for the studying, either, so what's the point?

Ah, well. Wish me luck whatever

Wednesday Feb 25, 2004

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Tonight: bowled a 200 for the first time. Even 200. Strike, open, open, strike, spare, strike, spare, strike, strike, strike, strike, 6. 200. Rad.

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Tomorrow, cooking practical. Friday, cooking practical and written exam.

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My sister has a lump in her breast. They're running tests. Results in a couple weeks.

Edit: She called tonight and said she'd have some results Friday. For those of...
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dollface:
dude, i was gonna call you from the bar last night since i was celebrating my almost birthday. it is my birthday now and i am gonna be walking funny since lawrence was over here. my best girl in dallas saw mw the other night and told him off or something. eek!

so are you still working tonight or what, yo?

OPEN BAR.
wireless:
You name the time, man. I'm out of town this weekend, but I'd be up for sometime next week.

Tuesday Feb 24, 2004

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Link of the Day

Yeah. That's my old boss, starting his own fucking reality show.

Where'd I put that handbasket?
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wireless:
Did you happen to see Cuban on Dennis Miller? How can a man who made so much money because of the stock market have absolutely no clue how it functions, yet feel he is an expert on the subject and has to tell everyone so? Oh wait, I forgot, he is really just a lucky idiot.

Sounds like you thought the same about him, to some extent. Let me know if I am wrong.
navin:
i don't know how long i could hang out with that spaz... although maybe he's not all that spaztic (sp?) in person... whatever

i'm going to try those garlic mashies this weekend.. but tonight i'm thinking: scallops or prawns... biggrin

Monday Feb 23, 2004

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blackeyed
wireless:
ARRR!!!

Saturday Feb 21, 2004

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I woke up with "Calling Out" by Mad Parade screaming through my head, so I jumped (more like rolled) out of bed and slapped that piece of wax on the turntable, and now I'm reveling in the sounds of one of Orange County's most under-rated (or at least, little-noticed) mid-80's punk rock bands.

illbillzillbub:
you shoulda made some chips
kurtz:
i agree with the mad aussie.... i want some damn chips now!

Saturday Feb 21, 2004

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What a motherfucker of a day.

I was so pissed at myself after school (I'm pretty hard on myself about my performance there), I'm amazed I didn't flat out kick someone's ass at work tonight, but luckily I mellowed out after I got there ... lucky for me and everyone else, probably.

I'm really frustrated with a lot of things right now. Most of it...
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Thursday Feb 19, 2004

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I had a potato exam today. Overall, I think I got a B.

Think I'm gonna hit the Rockit Girl show tonight at Subt.

Not sure I'll make Pouty's party though ... tomorrow is a looooong ass day for me, and I'm trying to take it a little easy with this "sick" nonsense I'm dealing with.

navin:
i think i'm going to roll tonight.. i'll let you know how it goes...
word


ps - got a rad recipe for garlic mashies?
illbillzillbub:
how many questions about the humble spud?

Wednesday Feb 18, 2004

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Gorilla Biscuits kick ass.

I feel like shit.

Supposed to go bowling in a few minutes.

Might not make it.

Miss CannonGirl.

I want a mandolin.

The potato slicer, not the musical instrument.

Fuck bronchitis.
kurtz:
hell...... mandolin's are much more than potato slicers! i've got one...... and it rocks..... hope you are feeling better on all accounts.....

Tuesday Feb 17, 2004

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Finally caught up on sleep and feeling pretty normal again ... so to speak.

I've been drinking a lot less lately, partly because of school, and the funny thing there is, since my brain's a lot more alert a lot more of the time, I'm starting to have to recognize and confront some ways in which I've changed over the past 3 years. Like, all...
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bitchboi:
I used to go once in awhile to her night.. but it's just so fucking goth it hurts. I spend most of my bar time at Neo..

I don't really like dancing to goth music.. I'd rather dance and listen to industrial. EBM and synthpop..

I also don't feel comfortable at her nights anymore.. it has went from being an ok night .. to just being a few of her die hard devotees. They look at you like.. "what are you doing here"
kurtz:
i hear you loud and clear..... except in reverse..... i am starting to know myself better.....

Monday Feb 16, 2004

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Damn, 5 days. That was a stale-ass journal.

Rough weekend ... mostly my own fault, of course. Worked Friday night, got off at midnight, but hung around til we closed at 4. Went to breakfast with some girls that were hanging around and helped me with a crossword puzzle.

Saturday, got up too early to hang with some friends that came in from Dallas for...
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Wednesday Feb 11, 2004

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Just got back from some bowling with some dudes. There were supposed to be more of us, earlier in the evening, but Jim had to go to a funeral, so we called it off. Then Jim called me later, around 10, and he and I and another guy went, just the 3 of us.

I threw kinda shit the first 2 games (114 and 109...
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bitchboi:
thanks... I'll have to check it out later.. now it's time for work
illbillzillbub:
84 or thereabouts and then 156....,not bowled for a few years so this is ok.

Tuesday Feb 10, 2004

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I'm worried that I'm about to fuck a bunch of stuff all kinds of up, and somehow I keep marching on down that path. How ridiculous is that?

"Worried" may not be quite the right term, since I guess if I was really worried, I'd do something to stop it.

It's like I'm watching myself drive into a head-on collision, and I fully have time...
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ilovemikehunt:
yeh, i feel the same way... i do things (or don't do things, usually) that lead me down the road to failure. i tend to believe that i want to fail, but i think it's just my fear; even if i do succeed, what next? you know? i'm scared of failure at any point in my life, so as an attempt to cushion my fall, i fail before i even try. it feels better to fail when you haven't put your all into trying to succeed. that's my problem; i get lazy when i get scared. it sucks.
what's making you an asshole now?
ilovemikehunt:
by the way, as bad as it may seem to explore the dark avenues of your mind, it is, in my opinion, much better than flooding them with alcohol. i have the same problem, i burn my lungs (and braincells) when i'm caught up in my shit. lately, i've been raping my fucking brain, and it's been helping me get where i need to go... it can be pretty motivating when it's done properly. i've been werking toward expressing all the shit in my head musically as of late; it's pretty therepeutic and productive at the same time.
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