notraps_spiltoh

i want to learn how to play the guitar.
slide n all.

At work right now....
Drankin.
Not on the clock though.
I feel like a big d-bag.

The ammonia didn't really work so about every 4 hours I am rubbing a baking soda paste on my bites.

Downloaded "Far from Over" today, can't wait to listen to it all the way through.

I thought a problem of mine had been resolved.
I thought the complications had...
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I just rubbed ammonia all over about 12 bug bites that have popped up on my legs.
I kind of quit smoking. I say kind of because I've smoked twice since Thursday.
Erm. I like how things are going?

I found all these pictures on my computer and a bunch of videos of Ray in drag singing Aqua songs.
Some of them made me miss...
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So.
It's like I'm at the playground.
And I'm on the see-saw.
But the resident chubby kid is on the other end.
And the only time my feet touch the ground is when he jumps.


(my computer lives now btw)

OH HAY GUISE!

things are better.
a lot better.

"You have to risk going too far to discover how far you can really go"

last week, i learned how to drive in the rain, after sliding into the curb of a sign while making a turn and sliding through an intersection trying to stop.

ive been reading a lot of books too.
i miss being...
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scramble jamble.



this is like a time capsule i get to open tommorrow



the toilet keeps making hissing sounds like an angry snake.


im kind of in a pickle jar.
but im not a pickle yet.
ive still got time.
kind of like how when youre taking a bath and you get to that point where your skin gets soft right before it wrinkles...
i...
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sheesh.
im glad that's settled.

need to find a mosque.

"BITCH IM ON MUH GRRRRRRIND"
GIT OUT MUH WAY!

that's a warning.
needed to make a note of it.

my heart is speaking in italian.
my brain is speaking in spanish.
they're trying to have a conversation, but it isn't really working out.
in need of a translator...



it's sad to see the control fear has over people.