notraps_spiltoh

my heart gets put into too many things that it shouldn't.

today i see the doctor.
then it's graduation.
i'll probably edit this later on.

i want to scream so loud that i lose my voice.
im going to sleep now.

i can't sleep.

first of all, what the fuck motherfuck?

i saw oli this morning.
he let me look through his photography portfolio.

i...
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Butterflies in my stomach.
You know what... I just realized that, that feeling doesn't feel like it is coming from my stomach and is not what I would imagine butterflies to feel like.
Butterflies flutter... but they also gracefully glide from flower to flower.
I feel it more in my chest... more in my breathing. Like there is a brontosaurus with...
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please excuse me for being a bit crass, but, fuck it.
im done with being pissed off.


oh and, im not gonna watch my brother do this to himself... i don't care if it's the last thing i do.

this is awkward.
being here.
you know.

tonight i am supposed to drive down to ontario to see nico.
i am thinking that since court is postponed till october, i am going to go hang out down the hill and sleep on deb and amys couch or on nicos floor or something.
*tonight, gay pride celebration, rayray, nico, some kid, and myself
**tommorrow, ocean, nico,...
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"Your name is Miss Nancy Haynes and you just escaped from the Smithe House. The family had you there against your will for 12 years. Ol' Richard Smithe used to sneak into your cabin every night and have his way with you when his wife Elizabeth was gone. Eventually, you became pregnant with twins. Mr. Smithe insisted on keeping his other family a secret so...
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i miss my skateboard.
i just screamed that.
i hope it heard me.
it's going to kick my ass when i get home.


"Smart went nuts and rode a unicorn through the storm"

D:

"only those who attempt the absurd will achieve the impossible. i think it's in my basement... let me go check upstairs." - M.C. Escher

on saturday, im....


someone needs to teach me how to fight.
like Tyler Durden
or Cassius Marcellus Clay Jr.

escalade commerical.
playing justice.
mmmmm.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iL9uFSptJzg
it just came on.
so no one told me snoop dogg had a reality show!
it's somewhat amusing.

i miss jakey.
a lot.
(im lame. it hasn't even been a day)
being alone, with no phone =